j.yi

2008-05-12T02:28:00.002+08:00

MOVED. Yes, already.

jaywhyeye.livejournal.com

Link please :D

2008-05-10T18:45:00.002+08:00

I'm hating stagnant tagboards and constant updating of links and same ol' boring skin. SO, I'm switching to LJ. Soon. Not now. Because I realised jyi.livejournal.com is taken by some kuku nehneh who doesn't update. AAAAAAAHOLE.

If I make the switch now, I'd have to take jaywhyeye.livejournal.com, and it's too fricking long. J-Y-I, short and best for lazy people. But then if I feel spontaneous one day, I might just settle for it.

Aww, all my hits will be gone. Everything will start over from LJ. But it's okay. I've grown past the I-want-fame phase. Blogging is just blogging. It'll get me (AND YOU) nowhere. A couple bucks from it is nothing.

Deadline for change: 30th June, 2008.

P/s: CAN SOMEONE GET THE OTHER JYI TO RELEASE THE URL SO THAT I CAN USE IT?!

2008-05-02T14:02:00.002+08:00

Stayed over at Mama's for 2 days & ate dinner with her at Sg Flyer(:
The place was awesome. Food, ambience, people.

Some lobster thing.

Pizzaaaaaaaaaa. Only the best(:

In class now. ITA1.

This is 1C01's fav lecturer. Hmm.
And Sophie's Ma'am. Hahahha.

Sophie(:

The backrow shoppers. Haha.
Jolyn, JiaNing &Sophie.

Kkkkkk, pay attention in class.

2008-05-01T14:14:00.004+08:00

Dreaming every night, but I haven't had any nice dreams lately. I think it's because my life is well and ideal. It's a dream itself. School, Lv.
Last night, I dreamt that Mama broke her leg and the ambulance took an hour to come. Woke up frightened and in a trance. Part of me thought it was real so I went out to check.

Blog-hopping and landed on ____'s blog:

I realised, everyone has the ability to feel. It seems like a common knowledge already but no, not everyone knows it. So don't read this and think like I would have yesterday.

I used to think, subconsciously, that only people who know how to express how they feel, knows how to feel. Expressing in terms of writing/blogging about it in poetry-like language or telling others. Those that summarise it in a single "I am sad" don't count. Sometimes I look at someone and conclude that he/she doesn't know how to feel just because he/she doesn't look the emotional-sort.

Very very wrong.
My views have been revamped.

Some people keep their emotions to themselves. Some, like a young child, simply don't have the grasp of the language to express themselves as freely. They just don't know how to put their experience into words. It doesn't mean they don't get affected as much as you and I.

It happens to me at times. What I am experiencing may be very strong but I just don't know how to make it sound right and so, I give up.

"I am sad" IS an expression too.

What's impressive is not using one bombastic word for every 3 words. What's impressive is to use:

"sad" instead of "heartrending",
"angry" instead of "irate",
"helpless" instead of "susceptible",
"desperate" instead of "fraught",

and still be able to evoke understanding. Not many can do it and only those who can are awe-worthy. So what if you are a walking thesaurus (the dictionary!)? It means shit when you don't bring your thoughts across.

Everyone can feel.

2008-04-27T15:03:00.002+08:00

I'm only blogging this cause I promised the KUKU I'll post the unglam pictures.
And because I personally find the pictures too funny.

"Ahma, why're you playing with your fake teeth?!" -KUKU

Na, your favourite chipmunk picture.

HATE YOU, NEHNEH.

2008-04-27T14:30:00.002+08:00

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Hello, people.

I think my class is very very fun.
You wouldn't believe how surprised I am to find myself enjoy being in 1C01.
It's an all-girls + 1 guy class. 'Nuff said.

Webcam shot.

I don't know how to say it.
It's a big clique but everyone is considerate towards everyone.
You wait for someone when she buys herself a drink and walk back together.
Late for class together. Everything, together.

Note to self: Time to revamp sexist ideas.

Sophie, JiaNing, Jolyn.

Lifen, Sara, Isadora.

Elaine, Huiwen.

One more thing.
MAYBE we're gonna appear on some promote-ngeeann thing next year, and it's not pretty at all. It's us #01 staring blankly at my computer and #02 being unglam with mouths wide open.
Wait and see.

IT lesson: BORE.
So the back row goes online shopping! Jolyn, JiaNing, Sophie &Jiayi.
It's a bad thing cause now I have no idea what the assignment was :/

Long day of school tomorrow. But finished lecture notes, so yay.

2008-04-27T14:20:00.003+08:00

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Have been to Vivo almost everyday with Lv.
Haha. It's like the best place to be. Just came back from there.
Super shag and I'M BLEEEEEDING (love).

Wrapped Kenneth's present with the super $2 paper.
But his shirt is nice lor. Haha.

P/s: Happy Birthdayyyyyyyy, Gor :D

YESSSSSSSSS, finally got my white backpack.
It's very very pretty. But maybe a little small. Just realised.

Lv. likes this too :D

Okay, short post because I'm really shag now.
Didn't sleep for the whole night :/
Shall blog more later.

2008-04-24T19:42:00.004+08:00

School at 2pm, home at 4pm.
That's how slack we are. Typed notes the whole day, because there's nothing else to do.

I super miss Lv.

Couldn't get to meet him today. Maybe tomorrow as well. And Saturday. Definitely Sunday. Torturous lah.

It's alright, study hard ok(:

His smell, our Vivo char kway tiao, the small long talks together, Daiso shopping, watching movies and of course, walking home.
All these have to wait till we meet again.

Speaking of movies, we watched 3 movies in 3 consecutive days.
That spells CRAZY AND BROKE.

Untraceable, The Forbidden Kingdom, Superhero movie.
Not bad, nice, hilarious.

His ugly nail, which I painted. Haha. So fricking gay.

Lv. came Ngee Ann to meet me and stoned @ OurSpace.
Ate sandwiches from the vending machine.
Proud to say: NO DIARRHOEA. (Lousy Tiff!)

It's pretty good for a vending machine.

See you on Monday, hopefully.
Xoxo :D

2008-04-23T10:54:00.002+08:00

My first batch of pictures from school!
1C01 is getting better now. Pretty much united except for a few strays.

One module of mine: Play.
And what do we do in this module? Play.
Yeaaah.

We had to construct something from scrap materials.

The group beside us.

My group: Sophie, Lifen, Clarrissa &Aifah!
Decided to make a giraffe :D

Sticked flower petals for it's body(:

That's Aifah, with the giraffe's head and body.

That's the head. But we modified it later on.

End productttt! With the super long tail. Haha.
We named it Giffy :D

Seeeeeeeeee! Giffy has hairrrrr! Hahahaha.
So cute right. Haha. The black straws are the eyes and the gold thing are the ears.

Then the other groups' toys.

Sophie!

School ends @ 10am today. Which means, school ended alr :D

2008-04-23T10:31:00.001+08:00

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Saw this with Heng2 the other dayyyyyyy! Haha.

2008-04-19T13:32:00.003+08:00

I'm in school now and meeting Love later :D
Don't ask me why I'm in school on a Saturday.

Nuri is sending me Tamil songs right now for me to get use to.
Haha.

Dhi says: Watch when you dance to J.T in CUBE looking like you have a Tamil tune stuck.
Omg, that man forces stupid images into my head. Cracks me up.
School's getting better alr(:

P/s: My Piano Club and BPNP-Mentoring clashes. How ):

P/s/s: Edmond, thanks for driving me to my Mum's on Wed. Long way(:

P/s/s/s: Million thanks to MCB &her friend! Saved my fricking tutorial-disaster-life with that charger of his. Oh wth, he doesn't read my blog lah.

2008-04-18T23:26:00.003+08:00

Spent 5 hours with Love(:

AHEM. Heart message hor.

Hahahaha.

Talk, watch a few secs of shows and Feeding Frenzyyyyy.

Don't ask me what I was doing :/

He takes more pictures than me lor! Haha.
So happy today :D

2008-04-16T15:27:00.004+08:00

I've been experimenting on drawing lately.
Recent one is a flower I found on deviantart.com

Yes, I tried to draw that. A little beyond my league but we all have to aim high, don't we?

I think it's alright leh.
Of course I can't draw as well as Dzaki or Aaron, but I think it's not bad for me.
Have to colour it next. Electric blue, yeaaaaaaah.

Anyways, I joined CCAs and I'm gonna commit to all of them.

3 community services clubs, Piano Club and my main CCA, Indian Cultural Society.
So in short, I have 5 CCAs now :O

Everybody's been asking me: How come you want to join Indian Cultural Society?!
Simple as that. Why do you wanna join Band/Dance/Dragonboat?
Because I'm interested in it lah.

Jiayi: (walks to Indian Cultural Society booth) Hi, can I know what this society does?
Guy: Erm, this is the Indian Cultural Society.
Jiayi: Haha, yah. I know.

They totally thought I was at the wrong booth. But of all the clubs I joined, the people in Indian Cultural Society are the most welcoming, thus I feel the best about it. They told me I'm the only Chinese in it. Can't wait for it to start(:

Now stop asking why I joined it. I just like it. Remove the race differences in your heart and you'll see. I feel like the racial harmony ambassador now.

P/s: May be meeting him later :D

2008-04-16T14:58:00.004+08:00

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I am obligated to devote an entire entry to the first day of school.
Because it was phenomenal.

SCHOOL SUCKED.

No joke.

Timetable is like a mega literature book. Shakespeare x 10.

30min late for the first lecture cause we couldn't find the place, only to realise we walked past it 3 times. JUST WRITE CONVENTION CENTRE LAH.

First day of school, take down notes for Growth & Development.

Break. Met up with the Gess people.

You dunno who's who, I know.

Next: Tutorial @ Block 52.

I thought I was in the same class as Tiff.
Keyword: THOUGHT.

I went in the classroom and sat there till attendance. Finally found out I AM IN THE WRONG CLASS. Same block, wrong level, wrong room. How embarrassing. So was subsequently late for my supposed tutorial.

Finally met my class. But no one can remember my name @ every ice-breaker game. Talk about feeling skeptical about first day of school. I have no comments about my class. Only personal ones not meant for the blog. Aaron says: Open up and you'll find them good.

Went into the next tutorial with the lecturer having imaginary friends (BRYAAAAN and SALLY~) and talking like those people on Help-you-sleep-well cassettes. Evan and Joanne fell asleep. Point proven. Nobody in normal circumstances fall asleep on the first day of school k.

That's about all. Please insert (CLIMB AND HIKE NP HILLS) before every point, thank you. I am so going to lose weight. You can believe me this time.

Of course, school's not really bad and bad. For one, I saw Goh Jingwen, Leslie and Nisa. And Love came to find me after school to send me home(: Made my day better.

Bought me these also.

Met Love for 2 consecutive days. Very very happy. Haha. Saw Weeyang yesterday. He doesn't look the JC type :/

Anyway, time flies when I'm with him. The travelling time home from school suddenly becomes so short that I want it longer so that I'll have more time with him. We have so much to talk about. Haha. This is happiness.

P/s: Sorry for always being late and thank you for helping me carry my stuff ok. Xoxo!

2008-04-15T21:57:00.004+08:00

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Okayyyy, sorry for leaving whoever if left reading this blog to that necklace.
It's pretty but staring at it for 45 times is a little intense.
So here's a new entry.

I wanted to wait for all the pictures before blogging about the band concert.
But DEXTER TAY and the super LAGGY SAMUEL, haven't send me pictures ):

Went Tiff's house before concert rehearsal, cause she wanted to do sandwich.

Stephi shat!

AND TIFFANY SUCKS @ CLEANING THE SHIT.
She wrapped the newspaper and when she lifted it, the shit fell on the floor.
SPLAT~

Rushed to school to take the stupid bus, only to give up our seat.
Cause seniors are worthless. The present students more important.
Took taxi with Dexter, Tiff and Samuel instead.

DEXTER SAID HE'S A MENG NAN (macho guy) IN THE CAB AND THE DRIVER KIDNAPPED HIM. (Inside joke lah.)

Went for rehearsal and then the concert was after that.

P/s: No more pictures after I left Tiff's house cause I left my camera at her house ):
But then again, I always have my phone. It sucks though.

Pardon the webcam-taking. Lazy to snap &upload.

If you didn't come, you missed out.
It was awesome. Especially band and International Dance.
Encore for us lehhhhhh~

Band member through and through.

I performed! Did you see me? Got got? Hahahah.
I stepped on the damn saliva (I think Alec's) while walking onto the stage. Wahlao! Very gross please. Please don't ask how. I WENT ON STAGE BAREFOOTED OK.

The rest of the time, Dzaki, Samuel, Dexter &I were backstage. Back-up cheering.
I kept screaming for band and Samuel said the audience will think there's ghost :/
It's damn fun being backstage with them lah. Kept laughing and laughing.
Not to mention my chorlor-ness in my dress :O

Joined back Munwah after band's performance. He only claps for choir.
So typical.

I SAW SEROYEN AND HE IS VERY SHUAI !

OHYES, Lesbo came to pass me a friendship potion which I honestly thought was poison. It's green in colour in a test-tube lah! Hahaha, thanks(: I drank every drop of it.

Went back school with the band.
Lost to Sam &Dexter(Wth?! He's a noob!) in Tekken but trashed everyone in Naruto.
Hahahahahh :D

AWESOME DAY, AWESOME PERFORMANCE.

2008-04-13T12:48:00.000+08:00

Tell me my timetable rocks.

Monday &Friday - 3 hours break.

Tuesday - 2 hours break, ends at 4pm.

Wednesday - School is 9am to 10am.

Thursday - Starts at 9am, ends at 12. Go home sleep.

Omg? How can ECH be so slack? I wanna get near 4 (whtv that is) at the end of 2008.

Not possible to get 4, but near.

Yes, mug Jiayi. Who says Poly doesn't need you to.

On a lighter note, this necklace is chio x999999 !

When I'm rich again, I'll buy it(:
Credits to: Theglassbead.vze

2008-04-13T12:45:00.003+08:00

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Click for larger image, I THINK.

OMG, LOOK AT THAT.
I officially love Caoke alot. Hahaha. (Yes, even if he's lying.)

2008-04-11T04:37:00.002+08:00

Omg, I revealed a huge secret.
I confessed and everything went hmm, okay?
It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be...

It's like a lie I've been living for two years and now I don't have to anymore.
I don't even know how I'm feeling inside now.
It's 4.42am, right after I confessed.

This is the biggest lie I've ever told, even though I'm not the only one in this.
Every minute I want to expose it but I'm too afraid.
I have no idea why I did tonight. I didn't expect to say it out and now I feel better and worse.

Relieved that I finally said it out, smiles that the happiness is still there, but then scared that it'll make a sudden bad turn.
I deserve it, so I'm prepared for it. Really.

Thank you, love. You made things alright. I thought you'll be angry, thought you'll throw everything away but somehow, you understood. And now, you're the one comforting me. (Wah wah, heart beat very fast.) Haha, thank you. Just tell me if you change your mind k?

2008-04-11T00:06:00.005+08:00

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I AM GOING TO LIVE A VERY SHORT LIFE.
All because of...

This stupid boyyyyy <3>

For every question he doesn't know how to do.
Hahahah :D

But tuition's still fun lah. Cause can bully him.
Heh.

2008-04-10T12:30:00.004+08:00

Oh no, everyone's moving on, changing. But I'm still pacing around the same spot, somehow waiting for someone that's moving on, to give me a hand as well. I see the people who used to wear the same ugly green-white with me, wear other colours now and I feel depressed. Because I'm wearing my T-shirt and shorts, belonging to nowhere.

I want to wear a uniform too. I want to have a commitment to somewhere, but only because I feel left out. I still don't want to go to Jc. They say I can commit to Ngee Ann, but don't you know? Every man for himself, in Poly.

Then there are those who moved on to experiment new friendships and I am here holding on to the shadow left for me. They are still my friends, but they are not my friends. Found new hangouts, new love, new gigs, new looks. Yes, some has become so much better-looking, you don't know if you could still talk to them; if they've already set a boundary to keep people like you out.

It's all the having-a-better-life that's giving me twinges of jealousy, because I don't have a better life after Os. I'm not afraid to admit. Maybe I can move on too, when school starts next Monday. I'm scared I won't make friends. But I'll live. Because I've been through worse.

Who knows how many still read my blog. Who knows how many people feel the same way as me. But then again, who knew Jiayi would feel this way.

Who's to say it's time to drift apart?

P/s: It's all a very unhappy person talking but life's not supposed to be like this. It was probably made to be beautiful and hopeful..

2008-04-09T22:44:00.003+08:00

I have sooooooooooo many things to blog about!
Say yay. I'm leeching on that stupid malay's enthusiasm <3>

Firstly:
BENJAMIN, SKEEN, GRACE or KIDO, did I leave my brown diamante hair clip at your house? Please tell me yes ): It's so pretty and I lost it. Help me find ok. Pleasethanks.

Yes, so that's why they say don't keep crashing homes. You'll keep losing things.
I lost a tee, a small black hairclip (60cents so nvm), TOOTHBRUSH, earphone ):

Anyway, had a whole day with Mama sometime ago.
It was well-spent, happy happy and just awesome.
I'm glad I got time with Mama. I don't see her alot anymore.

Went East Coast for this. Mark Lee's new cafe orsth.
Who cares.

Went Marina Sq to shop. Bought basics.
Then went Sg Flyer's Kenko.

YES, FOR FISH SPA.
It's those kind where you dip your feet into a pond full of fishes and let them eat away your dead skin and gross stuff and blahblahblah. Very cool.

Chio daoooooooooo~

There was a 10minutes back massage. OMGWTFBBQ.
It was sooooo painful, I wanted to scream. But cannot. IMAGE, REPUTATION, FACE.
So must REN~

For the first few minutes, I kept shaking my leg.
Cause hor, VERY ITCHY CAN.
Wahlao, my feet is my weakspot.

Mama's feet has alottttt of fishes lor.

OMGGGGG, WILL YOU LOOK AT THAT?!

They are finishing my feet :O

SHIOK EXPERIENCE.
It really works. It's 30min Fish Spa + 10min Massage = S$38
Not bad lor. If you think it's too expensive, there's one at Sembawang.
60min for S$10. But it's one big pond where everybody soaks their feet there.
If anybody wants to go for Fish Spa, tell me :D

Bak Kut Teh @ Balastier after that.

I like spending time with Mama. Cause I'm a kid again.
I don't care if people roll eyes at me for liking to be with my mummy.
I'm a homey person, I love my family and I'm proud of it.
Friends ditch, boyfriends cheat, family sticks.
Okay, too defensive.

NEXT NEXT. Band @ Gess.

DEXTER CAME BACK TOO!
Cause I ka jiao-ed him when he was sleeping kkkkk. He misses band. AWWW~
Haha. I miss Char Siew lahhh.

Okay, maybe one of their concert pieces don't suck so bad after all.

Ate @ Long John after band with the Seniors.
Went Queensway &Ikea then, with Tiff. I SAW A SOFA I WILL BUY IN THE FUTURE.

The skin I ordered online arrived today!!!!
It's so damn pretty.

My very beautiful and kind and wonderful sister helped me put it on.

Omggggggg, how chio can this get!

Too high alr. Bye.

MUAAAAACKXZXZXZXZ

2008-04-06T00:32:00.002+08:00

Yes, look at my fun life now.
So fun, I have nothing to blog about until today.

I sleep at 6am, wake up at 3pm and the cycle repeats.
All thanks to Korean Dramas, Naruto on Psp and the crashing of weird videos.

Speaking of which, check this out:
http://www.dugged.com/view_video.php?viewkey=194c475687be6106a3b8

Disclaimer: Only for 21 years and above, which I am not. Not for the weak hearts/minds. Bare in mind that I didn't in any way, force you to view this shit. Caoke showed this to me, in which I showed a million other people and now, you. Good luck and ready a vomit bin :D

Went back GessBand today.
You have no idea how scared I was. I had to pull along Tiff, AhPoh and Samuel (late!)
But Samuel didn't acc me in the band room. Raymond was there though.

I know. I'm the Senior and everything but I pon-ed since forever.
I only decided to go back GessBand the night before cause I heard 'In All Its Glory' on Itunes.
Yeah, my SYF piece. The best moment of my life in band, playing alongside my two favourite seniors. Then the passion for band and music crashed when they left subsequently. Went back band just to relive the past.

P/s: JONATHAN'S IN NS ALR. Like, SO FAST?!

Anyway, stepped in band and I was like, "Why is the band so fricking small now?!" and then train of thoughts of my direct juniors getting smaller and smaller in size.

Yada yada and we went down to Sp for their concert rehearsal.

He's the monster behind my band-phobia. Instructor, Simon Fooooooooooooo.
And I have no idea but he's always prone to accidents.

Juniors I don't know at all. Not a single familiar face :O

Ran through the performance, with screwups x10.

I think band's going down after this batch of Sec4s leave. Srsly.
Very disappointing :/
Trombones and French Horns are good though. Tuba sucks lah, as usual.

2 looked like it's a torture to sing and I feel tortured cause Tiang PohGek was singing along beside me. Hahaha. Otherwise, they're quite good and chio chio chio.

Look at the backdrop. SO AWESOME PLEASE.

International Dance rocked. Changed alot. Very artistic now.
Actually, I don't need to buy tickets for the concert alr lor. I've seen almost everything. Haha.
But support for the band :D

Couple's shirts!!!11one

Ate at Food Court 3/5 with Raymond, Jas, Samuel, Pohgek and Dzaki.
Eh shit, I asked Tiff to go with me but I hardly spoke to her. Sorry :/

Went back school with the band after everything.

"Under my um-bu-rella ella ella eh eh eh ~"

It's RAAAAAAIN. Hoh.

Juniors. Alec, Bryan.

Totally oblivious to the enthu people around them :O
I think this batch of Sec4s are one of the best I've seen. Even better than my own, duh.

She's very cute. Haha.
The last I remembered, she was ponning band orsth. And now she's SL :O
Whoaaaaaa. Haha.

Not candid.

I miss my Tuba but I don't think I'm ever going to touch it again. The thing about devoting yourself to Tuba is that you cannot save up the money and buy one of your own like maybe, flute. You will never reach the amount. You buy the tuba and you're too broke to buy a mouthpiece alr. The price of the mouthpiece is the price of a good quality guitar.

Band is disappointingly disorganized. I always thought my time was bad enough alr but this is way beyond :/

Bring in the heartbreaks.

2008-04-01T00:15:00.004+08:00

I'm slacking at work. Really not supposed to cause Boss' gonna come in anytime.
And then he's gonna join me. Hahahahaha.

Okay, anyway.
FINALLY GOT MY CAMERA FIXED.
They called me after so long, but forgiven cause they replaced my optical lenses for freeeeeee!
Even when I don't have a warranty card. All thanks to the guy there, WILSON :D

Found random pictures in my cameraaaa.
Must be Munwah.

Emo chair.

Emo dustbin's lao da.

Collected stuff from Suntec.

SOLD THE LV BAG TO SANDY :D
FIRST ONE WAS TO MDM WEE :D
Thank you, both!

I saw Yoyo-boys and Myuki. So we went shopping together(:
Went Myuki's house. Damn far please.
Bought donuts :D

Myuki did a pedicure for me. Pro job.
FOC :DDDDD

Can't see prop but it's blueeeeee.
Told you blue's my new colour.

Email me if you want Myuki's service. $20 for Pedi, $16 for Mani.
Dirt cheap k. But depends if she's free(:
You know my email/number. Lazy to state.

So! I went downstairs yesterday to buy stuff and these two cats just followed me.
I walked 2 streets and they followed me. When I walked back, they still followed.
Very adorable! Kittens somemore!!! So I went to buy cat food for them to eat.

This one very good, keep sticking to me.

THIS ONE, take food and run ):

Okay, abrupt ending to my entry but still...
BYE :D

2008-03-25T16:45:00.000+08:00

Disclaimer: If you cannot stand spastic facial expressions or simply me, then please do not read this entry. Because I assure you, you'll finish reading with 'urgh' in mind and the determination to come up with unkind comments. Remember, I didn't force you to read.

P/s: As if people will listen?

This video is more or less the summary of our night. I know it's too much for you. But it's too funny lah. My unglam-ness to your happiness/disgust. It was a very fun night, anyway.

Da pao-ed Bk and ate with the Jelly Family, the wind and couples having sex.
Hahahahahaha.
Seriously, one guy was touching his girlfriend's nehneh.
Jellyny wanted to see but don't dare to turn around. Hahahahah!!!!

Introducing the Jelly Family.
Left to right: Jellyen, Jellyny, Jellyi and the creator, Jellywah!

I know we sound like Primary school kids but the origin was very umm, meaningful.
It came from Munwah's "Jelly jelly lom jiam pass"
Aiyah, inside joke lah.

Our coke tasted like iced water ):
Wahahahah, reminds me of Jellyen's encounter with the Bk staff.

Jellyen wasn't ready yet. Burst mode!

THE FOLLOWING PICTURES ARE A DARE FROM JELLYWAH.

Munwah: I dare you to post these pictures on your blog lah.

Since I always put up people's unglam pictures, it's time to make it up by putting mine ):

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I'm sorry if I caused you trauma :/
Sorry ok.

Oh shit. Almost double chin.

Omggggg, the ghost's hair :O

Oh, I'm so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Cause you can't see anything. Heh.

Alright, all's done.
Bye.

2008-03-25T15:12:00.002+08:00

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Red is so passe.
Blue is my new colour :D

See, isn't this like the prettiest thingggg?!
I still like Red though(:

2008-03-23T14:28:00.002+08:00

AFTER 3 HOURS...

SO WE TOOK COVER.

BE KIND TO DUSTBINS :D

Pictures and idea by: Woo Munwah.
Hahahahah. Words by: Ultimately bored me.

2008-03-23T14:00:00.001+08:00

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Just because I don't blog about it doesn't necessarily mean I'm not affected by the issue.
I just prefer to keep it to myself.
Partly because I don't want to put you/this matter up for judgment and partly because it's not something glorious.
You would prolly ask why you're the one who'll be judged when I'm in wrong.
Because this is my blog. Because my side of the story will be almost exactly different from yours. Because I won't paint myself to be a slut like you would.

I don't like to come out as a victim and suck sympathy through tears and emotional words.
I don't go round telling people about it either. People who know are the people who know.
Faults are sensitive to allocate. I have mine and I embrace them.
You should too.

Side-tracking:
As I told Marcus, since I blogged about the syphilis thing, I'm prepared for any reaction.
Distaste, disgust, pity, sarcasm, anything.
One question though, where does all the negativity come from?
Do you see me trying to convince?
It's a mere sentence: I have syphilis.

After that, I neither deny nor confirm.
It's up to you to gather your own suspicions and doubts.

Only one person knows the truth and I trust him to stay anonymous.
So even if someone comes up to you and say "I know for sure Jiayi has/doesn't have syph!", you'll know he says it with at least a twinge of uncertainty.

As for Danny, he did nothing wrong.
I put this topic up for discussion and he discussed.
Many other people did too, I know. Danny just chose to comment on it outrightly. Big deal.

To clear a fact; I can have syph and still be a virgin.
Syphilis can be spread in the case of broken skin or through mucous membranes.
So just because somebody has a STD doesn't necessarily mean they are loose and sleep around.
The ignorant judge easily.

One last. If because I have syphilis means you will shun and ostracize me, go ahead. Regardless of whether or not I've contracted it, I don't need or want an acquaintance like you.

Cheers.

2008-03-20T19:08:00.004+08:00

Chill session @ Tiff's house with Munwah, Caoke.
We didn't really do much but hours passed.
Play dog, play with webcam, slack.

The new and revised WU YA FEI GUO vid. Three times more power this time.
Look at Caoke! He totally suck at looking at the bird please. Tiff also!
I'm the pro :DDDDDDDD

Caoke bought me chicken rice for lunch.
He eats too much for someone so skinny ):

And Tiff bought me clips :D

Munwah went home midway. Fever :/
The rest of us screwed around with Tiff's Hp and disturbed Tiaming.

MY NAME IS CHERILYN AND DO YOU WANT MY NUMBER? :D

Omg, this is so cute ok.

HAHAHAHHA.

Shut up with me being chao ta.

PICTURES DELETED.
[Too bad if you missed them. Who ask you don't wanna come earlier?!?!]

Conclusion of the day: Crashing places can be fun too.

2008-03-20T19:04:00.003+08:00

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My bag got checked by the security at the Mrt.
o.O?
No more huge bags for Jiayi.

And there's this crazy Auntie who kept pushing me around.
Always her. Always pushing.
Like eh, can't you see I'm struggling with my 3kg heavy lappie?
Once I drop it on you, it doesn't need to be explosive to be a bomb.

Public transports. Geez.

2008-03-18T12:12:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was pretty much just laugh and love.
Fooling around, taking crazy pics/vids and just having fun :D

Met up Tiff @ Great World City.
Supposed to meet at 9am, but we both woke up late and changed the time to 10am.
I could've reached in time lor, but I had to head back home 2 times!
First was for my wallet, then it was the medical form.

The usual cabfare would've been $5 tops, but I was charged $11+.
Wtf, should start having a better memory.

Made Tiff wait for 45min. Hahaha.
I think she hates going out with me alr.

MEDICAL CHECK-UP WAS DOWNRIGHT DISGUSTING.

They asked me to pee on this fucking small strip of paper which is barely 1cm wide.
Like as if I always practice my urine-aiming at home lor!
And you know what?! I SHOULD PRACTICE.
Cause I peed on my own fingers while trying. CHEE GUA.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT THEY GIVE TIFF?

Wahlao. She gets container and I get a piece of paper.
Hahahahah.

Cabbed down to Orchard Building to get my xray done.
Cabbed to Ngee Ann again to find Munwah.
He got to replace his lappie lor! So goooooooooooooood.

Ate @ the canteen after that and slacked.

Mega heavy Fujitsu vs Steamboat Hp :O

We took alot of pictures please.
With Tiff's webcam mostly. She's got the coolest functions.

Hp's webcam functions rock lahhhhh.

Oh look, it's the very cute jap.

Watched Rule #1 @ Vivo.
It's an awesome movie. Very smart, very unexpected.
Go catch it alright.

Sat outside Starbucks and pictures again.

THIS WU YA FEI GUO VIDEO IS DAMN FUNNY.
It's very difficult to synchronize k!

EAT WU YAAAAA :D

Meet my siamese.

Let me intro you to my friend, Mimi.

This her normal face.

This is her when she's happy!
Isn't Mimi cute?

End of post. Remember to watch the vids!

2008-03-17T23:18:00.002+08:00

COLIN AND I ARE ZUNE-INGGGGGG!

He intro-ed Zune to me at 3am yesterday.
Got me so high I can't sleep.
Haha.

Jiayi: What is zune?!
Colin: jfgi.
Colin: just fucking google it.

Haha.

THIS is Zune.
It's so much chio-er. And the price?

$400+ FOR A FRICKING 80GB ZUNE.

Once I know this pretty red can be shipped to me, I'm so getting it.
AND COLIN HAS TO WAIT FOR ME. Hahahaha.

Nobody has a Zune yet, so we'll be the first few.

2008-03-16T23:02:00.002+08:00

Met up with Tiff &Munwah @ Ngee Ann yesterday.
I wasn't the latest!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
Tiff was the latest. But it's only because she got lost :/

Anyway, I bought my lappie alr and a guy won me a lap-lit.

MUNWAH, THE LIGHT QUITE STRONG ONE LOR!
CAN SEE THE WHOLE KEYBOARD KKKK. Haha.

The two of them totally don't get my anxiety and enthusiasm lor.
They keep giving me the YOU-ARE-WEIRD reaction when I get very high over my lappie.
It's perfectly normal kkk. My first own laptop y'know!

Haha, collected Munwah's lappie also.
We thought Tiff's all about VAIO VAIO VAIO. But she bought a Hp today!
Haha! I'll get to see it tomorrow :D
If it's too chio to resist, I'll murder her and coup away.

My lappie was daaaaaamn heavy please, and I carried it from Np to Munwah's house to Great World City.
Ok, kidding. Munwah was the one who carried it. Haha, thanks uh.
But still heavy k! Imagine carrying it to school everyday.
It's plain murder ):

Jiayi: Wahlao, very heavy leh!
Munwah: Find one place to bury. Every morning, dig out and go to school.

HAHAHAH.

Ate @ Mac. I have a super unglam picture of Tiff! Haha.
But I'll keep it and blackmail her when I need to :D

Remember my undying enthusiasm for my lappie?
It died the minute I had to fix the connection up. Assholicly troublesome.

2008-03-16T02:39:00.003+08:00

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OMG. Like help me plox.
I hate my new computer.

It's so emotional.
I couldn't connect it to my home's wireless network at first and now that I can, I can't get into hotmail/msn webpages!

What's the problem.
Help?

Oh but, it's very nice anyway.
Motherfucking heavy but big, clear screen. With the name of BOBO :D

Okay, byebye while I go fix things up.

2008-03-14T21:29:00.002+08:00

Thank you for the tags, encouraging and all.
(Three times the number of tags I get usually!) I got emotional reading them.
I've moved on well and I will live my life better :D
I'm sorry for not replying or blogging sooner though.

So, I was surfing fashion sites the other day and saw really cool shoes.
Maybe you've seen them before, but I haven't.

It's like those things they have under chairs!

How pretty is this?!

Won't people fall wearing this?
I think I'll totally fall back lah.

Very nice.

Met up with Lesbo, someday. Finally lor!
Her school, my work = killer combi.

"Don't move" and she has to talk with her hands waving around lor.

I'm into art lately.
No drawing or painting. I suck at those, still.
More of the craft side of art. It's very satisfying.

The only places I go now are Artfriend @ Taka, Spotlight @ Ps and Made with Love @ Ps.

Bought this plain book I plan to use as a journal or sort.

Design material.
Costs $200++ in total lah! Omgggg ):

Not completed yet. But I love the bead detail :D

P/s: I think my enrolment status is code red ):
Howwww?!

2008-03-07T14:43:00.007+08:00

My first bad friendship started in Primary One. I got to know a girl, Donna, from Chinese Dance. She was pretty, even with specs, and kind and she was my best friend. When we got into the same class in Primary Three, I was very happy. But then, she transferred to another school before the new year even began. What I remember of how I felt then is very vague but I guess I was disappointed.

During the whole of my friendship with Donna, I had an enemy; Zhenzhi. There wasn't an actual starting point when we started hating each other. We just did. She was in Chinese Dance too. We were always assigned as partners because of our height and when Donna left, we began to talk. None of us can remember why we hated each other so much, only that Donna always told us bad things about the other. Backstabbing, that's what it is. Donna told me Zhenzhi bad-mouthed about me and I assume she told Zhenzhi the same thing.

We cleared the false truth eventually and became best friends. Another best friend. Another friendship. Another bad one? We'll see.

Zhenzhi and I were close, very close. We always laughed together during dance practices and did each other's make-up for performances because the rest had mothers doing it for them. We used to joke that we will grow up to be professional make-up artists. We will work together and open our own place. Our dreams were linked because we were best friends.

We lived very near, only a street away. So we always meet up to eat, to sit at the playground and talk, to swim, to cycle. I always went to her house to play with her aunt's dog and she came my house once, at night, to do schoolwork. My parents would fetch her to school too and we would have to squeeze in one seat.

There was once when she called me and she was crying badly. It's something about her aunt scolding her, vulgarities and everything. I became sad too. I can't tell you how I felt. How would you feel if you're helpless and unable to help your best friend? That's how I felt.

Being Primary Three was the best part of my life. My family issues hadn't kicked in, I was in a fun class with a fun teacher, my crush sat right behind me and I had a best friend who lived near me.

The friendships found when we are kids are pure. No scheming against your good friend, no ratting out on your classmate. A day out with your friends didn't had to be well thought of. It would be simple. An afternoon in the library or Mcdonalds would suffice. There were no ulterior motive in making friends. You make friends because you want to make friends, because Mummy said you could make friends in school, because you haven't learnt the art of ostracizing. How often do you see that now? People make friends now because they don't want to be alone. They want to be part of a clique, not an outcast.

When my Primary Three class (3/4) had to be separated because there weren't enough teachers, I had hoped to be in the same class with my crush or Zhenzhi. I got neither. I went into a class (4/5) and made friends with the classic "bad company". I shoplifted, twice, and I watched a friend steal money from a shop. Again, bad friendship. Watching someone steal money was the last straw. I snapped out of it, thankfully, and I am where I am now. The girls whom I'd claimed to be my good friends are far worse now. One picked up smoking and clubbing extensively, another dropped out from school 2 years ago.

I studied hard after, for my streaming and got into the second best class, so they say. 5/2 was a good class, because there were old classmates from 3/4, hooligans-free, and most importantly, there was Zhenzhi. I was ecstatic to finally be in the same class as my best friend. Could anyone ask for more?

I was in a clique. And yes, by then, cliques formed. Zhenzhi, Laura, Ziyun, Huichin, Irene, Penny, Audrey, Sharry and I.

We sat together when we came to school, went for recess together and head to Bukit Merah after school together. It's not a brag but our clique was more or less known by everyone in school. We were recognized and acknowledged as the group of people who hang out together. I was glad and a little proud that I belonged to a clique. Because Primary 5 is where the superficiality begins.

Just when I was basking in the joy of having friends around me all the time, being the assistant group leader for prefects and having a new crush, I was brought down. By my own friends, my own clique. It's just one day when they came to tell me "We don't want to friend you anymore."

Haha. I wonder if it's possible for someone to just imagine how I felt then. You have been there. You would know that to an 11 year-old girl, friends are everything and family is nothing. It's a phase. In a split second, I lost everything. All of them stood together against me, including my 3 year bestfriend. They didn't betray me. They deserted me. Being alone is the worse feeling anyone could experience. Oh, it hurt alright. So fast, so bad.

I had always been someone strong. I was always there for somebody. And at that time, I had to pull it together and be there for myself. I had to act like nothing was wrong infront of them. I couldn't let them see how devastated I was because I must keep the little dignity I had left after they stripped off a huge chunk. Do you know how demeaning it is to have somebody choose not to be your friend anymore? Maybe you have to be in my position to know.

Desperate to fit in somewhere, anywhere, I turned to Liqun. We were never buddies but she was the one friend in class who still accepted me when the rest wouldn't even look at me. Even Leon stopped talking to me. I sticked to her since then.

Having her as my only friend helped when I had to face the others. I wanted to show them that even without them, I could still survive. It wasn't easy cause I wasn't sure myself if I could make it through.

I cried every night. I would kneel by the window beside my bed, interlock my fingers and weep. I cried to my own pathetic self, cried to the purple sky and cried to God. I promised Him I'd do my homework, tidy up my room and never lie again as long as He brought my friends back to me. I made sure my hands were clenched tightly so that God would know I was really sincere. Every night, I repeated the same things in my prayer. For the times when my sister was at home, I would sneak out to the balcony to carry out my prayer. I brought along the pillow to muffle my cries. I couldn't let them know about what happened.

Even to my family, I had to put up a brave front. How could I explain it? What should I say if Daddy were to ask why they did something like that to me? I don't know the answer. In fact, I want to know why too.

Maybe I was too arrogant, maybe my jokes weren't funny to them anymore, maybe they find me irritating. I never asked them and I doubt if I did, they would be able to answer me. It only took a leader in the clique to hate me and the rest followed suit. What else could they do? They were afraid to be isolated too. So I was sacrificed. Ha.

Eventually, my family found out. My cries one night woke Mama up and she asked me. When I told my parents Zhenzhi was one of them, they said, "Zhenzhi? From Everton that Zhenzhi? I thought she's your best friend?" Haha,exactly.

Notice I referred the girls as "them". "Friends" sounds badly misplaced. "Bitches" would be satisfyingly appt but only when I was Primary Five. Now, it would only be mean and unnecessary.

Things didn't get better with days. There was once when I was throwing my milo can into the bin outside the canteen when Ziyun and Laura walked up to me. They passed me a folded orange note and walked away. Secretly, I had hoped that they wanted to patch things up with me and there was a little flutter in my tummy. I went up to the second level where I could be alone and opened the note carefully.

"We invented a word for you and that is 'FRIENDLESS'."

So much for patching. I broke down then and there, under the huge umbrella. It was the first time I lost my composure in school. I cried and cried so much so that I lost track of time. I only stopped when Ismail approached and asked me why I wasn't doing my prefect duty.

I wanted to write back something mean on the note and give it back to them but instead, I crushed it. When I went down the stairs, I bumped into Ziyun and Laura in the lobby. I threw the paper ball at them and walked away. At the back of my eye, I saw them opening it up. I decided against replying them because I wanted to give the impression that I didn't read the note at all. Again, the salvation of my dignity.

I'm not sure how long the whole I-don't-friend-you thing lasted. It was weeks that felt like months but it ended eventually. We were friends again and everything went back to normal. At that time, we were nearing the end of Primary Five.

Did it end there where everyone lived happily ever after? Nah.

I was playing with my new handphone on the bed when I received a text. I forgot who sent it but it said, "You're not our friend anymore." I thought it was a joke. I wanted it to be a joke. But the message, the tone was clear enough. It was a joke. A cruel joke that's terribly true. I cried while replying, "OK".

I thought it was God's way of punishing me. Gain something, lose something. So I begged. I said I was willing to give up my handphone to have my friends. And to prove my word, I stashed it away. I called Liqun shortly after and told her "They don't friend me again."

She didn't even need to ask who or why. She just knew and she stood by me. It's puzzling how the people you trusted to be your buddies and soulmate could turn their back on you but the one that you didn't think would stick by, sticked by.

I was relieved that I still had Liqun. After patching up with them the last time, I forgot about Liqun. I gradually stopped talking to her and stopped going to recess with her because I had my friends back. I thought nothing about it then but I should feel guilty. People always say, "A friend in need is a friend indeed." She helped me but I made use of her and then neglected her. Even so, she still stood by me.

Liqun, if you're reading this, I just want to say thank you and I'm sorry.

Pohgek was there for me too. She would talk to me during recess
because we were in different classes. That's why she's been my best
friend all these years. I know I could depend on her anytime. Also, thank
you.

Then there was Alan. He's been there through the
whole thing, heard the whole story. And he remembers Pohgek even now, agrees that she's a good friend too.

This time, the isolation didn't last long before they took me back again. And we sailed through till Graduation.

If I were as headstrong then as I am now, if my ego then was half the size it is now, I wouldn't have gone back to them. And there wouldn't be entries after entries of 6/2 gatherings.

They didn't ask for my forgiveness but I gave it to them anyway. I had to, because time made me. I haven't forgiven them completely though. They are the first blemish in my life. They are the ones who put the first suicidal thought in my head. It's been 4, nearing 5 years now but the details are still vividly etched in every part of me. The things that could only defeat a little girl, still pains me now.

I don't have to remember the details or the agony I went through 5 years back. It's just there. I think of it everyday and I thought that by blogging about it, it would go away. Even as I type this entry, there are sparks of hatred now and then. But they'd subside if I just pause and think. I don't blame them anymore. We were young and childish. Maybe the 12 year-old Jiayi still hurts but not me.

I'm putting this behind me. Zhenzhi is still my good friend and I still enjoy the gatherings.

The only other person who knows the most of this part of my life, is Lesbo. She is the one who made me realise that for every bad friendship, there can be a good one too. She's the one who taught me to trust again.

This will be the last time I cry for this.

2008-03-05T21:48:00.004+08:00

Walked to the gym with Ashhhhhley(Ori's big brother!) :D
Susan was supposed to meet us too, but she overslept.
Haha,she alr told us beforehand to expect.

Ash had to leave before we even reached cause his Mama wanted to meet him.
So I went up alone. I saw Allan Wu @ the plaything downstairs!

Met up w/ Puby, Munwah &Tiff @ Plaza Sing after.

Saw Axel &Kat :D

OMGGGGGGGGGGG, AXEL IS SO SHUAI WHEN HE'S WORKING.
Hahahahahahhaha. He waved and smiled at me!

Haha,crazy woman. Haven't seen her for so long.
She kept waving lah. At me, at Puby, at Munwah.
I bet if she knew Tiff, she'd have waved at her like mad also.

Chicken ball yayness :DDDDD

Caught a 9.15 show.
I forgot the name of the show lor.
The screen something something at [insert forest's name].
Quite scary lah. PUAYLENG SUCKS AT HORROR MOVIES. Haha.

Drooling at ice cream.

Mao lian?

Haha,most normal.

Jiayi: What is Leap Years about?
Tiff: (Explains)...When the girl asks the guy out on Feb 29, he cannot reject.
Jiayi: But how the girl know the guy?

Puby:FROM FRIENDSTER.

Hahahahahah, shit. I really believed it lah.

P/s: SEROYEN, ARE YOU OKAY?!?!?!?!

Happy 17th, Wahzai!

2008-03-03T16:37:00.003+08:00

Hahahahaha. Did that scare the shit out of you or what.

Yesterday was awesome!
It was a surprise birthday thing for Munwah.

Puby was working, so Seroyen, Tiff and I went to buy the cake first.
Dropped by Cosmo, wanted to see Jingkai. He wasn't there :/
Saw Janvin though. Bought cake @ Taka.

Took the train down to Clarke Quay.
Separated from Puby! Hahaha.

Seroyen received a call from Tricia that they alr reached.
We were planning to surprise Munwah but we're late.
Hahahahaha :O:O:O

Prepared the cake. In the Handicapped Toilet. Where babies get their diapers changed.
Ain't that sweeeeet.

We opened the door midway and saw this Auntie outside staring at us.
Then after a few minutes, there's this weird "Hello" outside.
I thought it was the Auntie lah! Haha. But it's Puby.

Shut up about the unglam-ness. Half-squat kills ok. Haha.
Tiff is the best lah.

Ghoooooooostly.

We were sneaking on Munwah but the candle flames won't stay.
So we had to light the candles a million times.
There's this once, we tried to light them up while squatting right behind Munwah.
But he turned around and saw us. Hahaha. Surprise just came to us.

Looks nice rightttttt.

Tricia went home after we came.
Schooooooool :/

We sang him the birthday song!

Cut the cake, eat the cake.

The unglam curtain pornstar. Haha.
Long story.

Nope. He steals the unglam award from Puby with this shot.

Then he opened the presents.

Chilled for awhile more @ the riverside and walked to Liang Court.
Took a bus down to Munwah's house.
Sang another birthday song! Haha.

His mother is very very good lor.
She kept entertaining us. And Puby has a common topic with her: Dogs.

See,her unglam shot #02. Haha.

She is Sero's porntography model.
Haha.

Who needs the Edison Sex Scandal when you have something closer to heart...

#01:

#02:

Last:

All brought to you by Seroyen Teo, who aspires to be a demanding porntographer.
Haha.

Then the 5 of us went into bed. Literally.
Self-timed pictures!

Where's Sero?!

What scares you?
Ever feared the dark? What lurks in the dark?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

Hahahahaha. Lame shit.
During this series of pictures on the bed, I laughed until I have sore throat leh.
Especially Sero and his commands.

"Pull lower."
"Cover cover!"
"Ah okay! Stay like that ah."

Hahahaha. Poor Puby.

Did I mention Munwah has wonderful parents?
We scream and laugh. And they buy supper for us.

At 3am. Is this fattening or what?!

It was really really fun.

P/s: Happy 17th, Munwah!

P/s/s: Another day like this :D

P/s/s/s: Hahaha. I send you guys the picture tomorrow ok!

2008-03-03T15:50:00.003+08:00

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Super hot Yamaha guy: You know, you have beautiful eyes.
Jiayi: Er, I think it's the eyeliner lor.

What is wrong with me?!
I should've said something smarter like "Really? Thanks!" and bat my eyelashes.
Hahaha. He prolly thinks I'm retarded now.

2008-03-03T13:42:00.004+08:00

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Cabbed down to Westmall after work.

Haven't bathed.
Haven't brushed my teeth for the new day.
Still wearing clothes from the night before.

:O:O:O

But I haven't seen Ahpoh for so long!
So must sacrifice to meet her. JC people are so busy.

Reached just in time to watch L.
Nice.

Cabbed to town. Saw Puby working!
Wanted to watch P.s I love you. Sold out ):
Watched The Eye instead. It's alright lah.
I was never a fan for horror movies.

Walked around alot, trying to find a place to dine.
Bumped into Janice outside Cheers. Haha. Random.
Then saw Bff @ Heeren! Hoh. He changed so much.
I took 3 seconds to process that it's him when he pat my shoulder. Haha.
It's cause I haven't seen him for very long. Missed him alot lah.

Ate @ Delifrance in the end and Ahpoh sent me home.
But she had an ulterior motive lah. Haha.

It's nice to meet up with an old friend(:

2008-02-26T13:52:00.002+08:00

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Unlike general blogshops, you can pull the invisible-customer act on me. There won't be a blacklist. But why waste your own time?

2008-02-26T12:36:00.003+08:00

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Started learning drumming from Skeen 2weeks ago.
I'm picking up slowly but still, picking up.

Been borrowing his sticks and yesterday, he bought me my own.

Skeen's funny, a good listener and he's there to tell me how to concoct his drinks.
He's damn serious at work, makes a great colleague.
He knows the way around the bar and shares with you the way if you'd ask.
But outside, he's just this crazy rocker who really knows how to rock.

Your girl will come to you, colleague/teacher/bestfrd :D

2008-02-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

For Vday.

Haha, I would totally marry you now.
Don't wanna wait till 23 Feb anymore.

Xoxo, love :D

2008-02-17T21:41:00.002+08:00

.

You're so wasted with her.
You do things you wouldn't.

And I'm losing my bet :/

Where's the jealousy from?
We're friends. Not even close.

2008-02-17T21:29:00.003+08:00

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You know when everybody else has a fricking adorable cousin/nephew?
Well, I do too.

Yeh,bet your abs my cousin is definitely cuter than yours.
Cause I know cute well.

Grandma's birthday yesterday.
Huge event. Awkward cause I haven't seen everybody in 2years.

It was alright. Very full after, that's all.

2008-02-16T14:01:00.003+08:00

Went Stamford Court for an interview.
Dondon introduced the job to me in hope I learn 'a couple more tricks'.
Gosh,the place is amazing.
It's like Oriole, only classier and has an entirely different alcohol collection.
If I get to work there, it's gonna be so cool.

Walked to Funan after the interview.
Wanted to find Polaroid cameras and compare their market prices before buying it online.
Dondon waited and went with me :D
Didn't find a single Polaroid but bought $200++ worth of stuff ):

It's like the world's smallest portable speaker orsth.
Rocking pretty for sure.
Main reason why I bought it: RED,duh!

The sound quality's not bad ok.
It's cheap anyway.

I have no idea why,but I bought a FM Transmitter for my Ipod.
Now, I think it's a waste of money. It's just a show-off device.

Bought a mouse too.

If you have nothing to do at home...

PLAY MAHJONG.

Http://viwawa.com

2008-02-15T15:18:00.003+08:00

I think I'm giving up on calling people out.
It doesn't work for me.

People are always too occupied.

Jiayi: Hello! Wanna watch movie?
Whoever: When?
Jiayi: Hmm, tomorrow?
Whoever: Can't. I've to work/I'm very tired/I'm going out with (insert name)/very expensive leh.
Jiayi: Oh. Wednesday?
Whoever: Cannot also. (insert excuse)
Jiayi: Then when you free?
Whoever: I'll tell you again ok?

Vanishes into thin air ever since.

I know I sound like some desperado, bugging people for a date.
And I know there are times when I'm the busy one.
But thing is, when I don't ask people out, I get labelled MIA.
And people start their hollers.
"Where are you, Jiayi?! Haven't seen you for so long!" or "Wah, how come never ask me out?"

Like duh, you were too busy for me. REMEMBER?!?!

Next time, I'm gonna be like "Geez, why didn't YOU ask me out?"

Of course, there are datable people as well.
Or some, I just asked at a damn wrong time.
I'll wait for dates to come instead. Even if it's never gonna come.
I'm okay with it. I love sticking at home anyway.
I can blog ridiculous stuff like this and rock my Psp.

At least I know when I want a day out, I have Clique, Fer, Martin, Gina, Mavis, Nia-boy, Kangwei etc, people who don't claim to be my 'crying shoulder' and 'rock wall' but actually are. This is how amazing people can be. Serves me right if I get zilch dates after this entry but at least I said my piece.

Yes now, I'm going to go for my job interview.

P/s: Please don't don't don't say you miss me when you're Busy online and offline.
I'll like totally soil myself.

2008-02-14T21:27:00.002+08:00

I know where I wanna spend my money!
I mean like I'm already spending alot of it but I've got my eyes on something.
And soon, I'll get my fricking HANDS on it.

HAHAHAHAHA.

THIS!

It's a Polariod camera.
You know, those kind that will produce photos instantly?!
Fricking cool, huh.

I've got my eyes on the yellow and black one...

But they told me it's out of stock.
Chicken pangsai.

So I'm thinking black(above) or blue.

Black is plain so I might just get blue.
Cause blue is a general disgusting colour, which means not many people will have it.
So mine will be S-P-E-C-I-A-L :D

OR MAYBE....

This, because it's so damn huge and quite cool what.
Much cheaper also.

All of them are supposedly different. Classic, Instant, Pro. Blah.
But I don't know which one to get yet.

How? Which colour is better?

2008-02-13T10:00:00.000+08:00

I missed out so much.

Puay accompanied me to Tangs yesterday.

Lousy went for an eye operation );

Betty, Weide, Leon, Idol, Aloysius all resigned.

But at least Yy was there and saw Diyana :D

He bought a $108 gold rose for his girl.
That's why he's my idol :D

Everyone's so busy, I have to mail them their stuff.

No time to even meet :/

I'm positive the mailing fees will be ridiculous.

Will blog and let you cry for me. If it's worth crying.

I've no mood to work and I'm lying to my boss.

I'm changing jobs. Again.

Just how to quit? He's been good to me :/

In a matter of 3 months, I've changed 3 jobs.

Who wants to work with me?

P/s: Puay created a blog with Seroyen's help :D
Same url! Link her up okkkk.

2008-02-11T21:55:00.000+08:00

Yoooooo, I'm back from Hong Kong!
Bet you didn't know I went right. Haha.

Aiyah, people didn't ask so I didn't announce. Topic never came up anyway.

Only a handful (like TC + 5 or 6) knew. How cool right.
So another handful wasted money sending me texts :D

Anyway, I went almost right after my Psychology Studies interview.

Only FIVE people got chosen for the second interview.
David(took damn long inside! 40minutes!), Samuel(15min :O), ME(quite long, they say), Nicole and Aiken(last! he flaunted his 'Before' picture!)

They all had their fricking thick portfolio and what I have is this thin sheet of O'level slip. Gosh, cursed to doom.

Interview was basically hilarious and nerve-wrecking.
Both traits should clash but for this interview, it came together perfectly.
It was a formal interview like reaaaaally formal. Face to face with 3 lecturers and 1 observer.
I guess I did alright.
I came out of the room after confidently shaking their hands, without any regrets.

Some questions were basically ridiculous though. One was CRAZY.

Mr Ang: So Jiayi, your email address is funky me...
Jiayi: Oh my goodness! Haha! I created the email address when I was in Primary 6 and subsequently was too lazy to change it. It's stupid but kind of like a memory-jerking tool to remind me of the times.

Like wtf. Why they ask this!

Anyway, out of the 22 who were short-listed for the first interview, only 5 remained for the second. So while Nicole, Aiken and I discussed it after, we were saying we should be happy we are the ones picked out from the hundreds who applied even if we don't get accepted. We should, right? I know I'm at least a little comforted. It's okay if I don't get in; I hope they do. These people would make awesome classmates. It's a pity Rayan didn't get selected. He'd be a fun friend :D

I guess people who pick to go psychology are a certain type of people. Not haughty or bitchy, but really easy to be with. It'd be fun. Just if. 8 more days will do :D

Ohwells! I should be talking about my trip to Hk right.

Haha. Took a million pictures but decided to leave my face out of it.

Would be bored without a human face but deal with it uh.
I have fun facts :D

Flight was @ 6am so had to wake up 4.
Siao right! I know. It's like who has energy to shop if we have to wake up so early.
Phoned with lame shit &had an argument ): Glad we resolved it before I left.
I love you still, ok.

Bk breakfast @ 5 :O

Before I got on the plane, sent texts to people and recieved one from En!

En: Hey tour bud, I'll be in Hong Kong so don't miss me too badly. Ha! Prolly still napping so don't bother replying. I'll call you when I'm back. Good morning for me and good night for you, piggy!

Jiayi: (called En) Eh, what piggy lah! I woke up at 4 okay.

En: Wah, wake up so early for?

Jiayi: I'm going Hong Kong too! But I don't think we're in the same tour group lah. I'm with Chan Brothers this time.

(Fyi, we met at Nam Ho Travel)

En: Oi! Me too!

Jiayi: Ji dong! Maybe same leh. Hahahahaha. Can you believe it.

The conv went on but we realised we were in different travel groups ):
Would be fun if it were otherwise.
Same company, same country, same flight but different groups.

No Tv ):

Airplane shopping! Bought a necklace :D

Nice right!

Couldn't finish.

Reached in 4hours time.

The place is cold please.

Met with my tour group and went to Shamrock Hotel.

Some famous bridge.

The buildings there are all tall and slim.
Like me. In the future :/

They say Hk is a city filled of lights.
True. They have signboards all around, making you feel like you're never alone.

Lunch on our own.
Opted against restaurants.

It's like the little noodle shops you see in Hk movies!
Really really.

See! Got these kinda signs somemore.

Ordered their specialty.

I bet if you'd tasted their noodles, you'll give a pass on the ones in Singapore.
THIS is the real thing.

Their dumpling is easily twice the size we normally have.
And the taste comes from the dumpling itself rather than the soup, which is also awesome.

Honey lemon.
Thick honey, sufficient lemon slices. What more can you ask for?
The stall is not stingy and the price they charge is way under affordable.

Checked out their convenience store.

They have more microwaved food than NTUC lah.

They took us to this place where there are handprints of superstars on the footpath.

Would have enjoyed the scenery and rarity if it hadn't been so cold.

Had dessert at a very famous dessert store.
They have enough branches to compete with Mac in Singapore.

One of the dinners..

HUGE. ABALONE.

Looks like lobster right! Prawns actually.

Went to the famous Wax Museum.

Everything/one you see from here onwards is a wax statue, no matter how real it seems.

LOOKS DAMN REAL RIGHT.

Sat the Sampan the next day.
Cold like mfffffff.

People live in this.

The world's biggest don't-know-what that was discovered by Jackie Chan.

:O

Went Disneyland. Boring please.
Total waste of money.
Except for the experience, I don't see why people will go back again.

It's huge and grand but ultimately dull.

3bucks/bottle of water.

Took alot of Mrt these few days.
Went everywhere in it. Some cheena lao bei bei blatantly cut my queue. Ahole.

They sell books in vending machine. Coolness!

Last meal before I left Hk.

You know where the Hongkies keep their utensils?

Under the table.

These few days, I walked alot, shopped alot and freezed over alot.
It was alright. But I missed home. Especially on the plane back.
Some chicken nehneh's phone rang beside me when the plane was taking off.
I was like "We're gonna crash and die."

Sorry if the later part of the entry was lousy.
I'm rushing.

How better can it get?

2008-02-04T21:51:00.000+08:00

AWESOME.

Just recieved a call from the lecturer.
I got shortlisted for the second interview :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
In other words, I passed the first interview today!
I'm so happy, I told the lecturer I love her. Haha.

Speaking of which, TP's intervew was alright.

My fantabulous sticker name.

Best of the whole experience was the friends I made.
Totally would want classmates like them if I have the chance :D
Ain, Aiken, Samuel, Nicole, Rayan, Jing Wen, Muying, David, Daniel, Lynette.
The rest, I know them by name but zero interaction.
Oh&, JING WEN LOOKS 95% MALAY. Seriously!

Did a personality test online (how psycho is that?!) and like THREE essays.

I wrote reaaaaally alot. Even exceeded the word limit.
Luckily I like writing :/

Can you believe it?!
I was waiting for them to call and ringgggggggggggggg.
Psychic.

Anyways, ate with Mama yesterday @ Raffles City.
Bought a black dress :D

YAM BAO.
So cute.

My day was gooooooooooood.
I need the same for tomorrow's interview.
Please let me get in. Fingers crossed.

2008-02-03T16:45:00.000+08:00

Steamboat for two!

Omg, it's so cool.
Had steamboat with my brother. JUST my brother.

He took care of everything.
Ingredients, rice, soup, sauce.
All I did was tuck in.

The soup was teh best lor.

P/s: Interview tomorrow.
Ahh, so ji dong now. What if I screw up?!
Please let me get in :/

2008-01-31T18:32:00.001+08:00

Omgggggggggg, screwed big time.

I got short-listed for an interview to Temasek Poly's Psychology Studies.
Like fuck.

What am I gonna do there?
Do I even wanna go there?
AND HOW TO FRICKING GET THERE?!

I've never even been to it's open house.
Shit, should've went.

Anyone short-listed too?

Pimp your stuff.

2008-01-27T20:21:00.000+08:00

Add...

And...

To...

And you'll get...

OMG, SO CHIO RIGHT.

I made it, you know.
Daddy's car key :D

Did the lighter too. Maybe I'll make one for Danial :D

Maybe I should do my key next.
If you have anything you want done, I can help you do it.
It's time-consuming but very fun. Rhinestones are too pretty to resist.

Psycho?

2008-01-27T13:17:00.001+08:00

.

I know you wanna know what I got for Os.
But fuck you, I'm not telling.

Screw wires.

2008-01-27T13:17:00.000+08:00

.

It's not such a perfect job afterall.

I got a kid who didn't have money to pay and 2 more angmohs who practically ate on the floor.
Urgh, can't even look at my JPSAE application properly.

And zomg, where should I apply ):

I'll apologize, then.

2008-01-24T09:54:00.000+08:00

If knowing Justin by name means I'm at fault, fine by me.
If because he was siding me means I should take responsibility too, I will.

Sorry, then.

Weekiat, I doubt he will apologize so I'll do it.
You're angry. You just need someone to take the blame right?
Fine. Sorry, and I mean it.

Happy?

I'm apologizing for a wrong I didn't know I committed, so don't expect more from me. Nobody sees me as a victim, only the victor. Let's keep it that way if it makes you happy.
I'll be the strong one. Let someone else be the weaker party.

Whtv you might think, I didn't tell Justin any details about anything.
I'm not a tattle-tale.
By details, I mean names and exact happenings.
Get some other poor fuck to blame for that.

I don't need this to screw my life upside down now.
I'm getting my results today, that's sufficient.

Are you content now?

Xan and Shannon.

2008-01-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

[edited]

Eee,my photos are bad.
I'm not using my new sleek-and-black camera to take pictures anymore.
I should. N76 is not reliable.

Anywayyyyy, I watched the small-until-cannot Tv for 6hours straight at work.
Hahahaha,jealous anot.

I know I can watch Tv @ home but this is watch Tv AND get paid.
Somemore, I get to play CS with the customers.

Customer #01: Err excuse me, can I change computer?
Super-polite-Jiayi: Yah, sure. No. 13 please.
Customer #02: Wah, you working can watch Tv one ah.
Super-polite-Jiayi: Can. If not keep watching you all play meh.
Customer #02: You can play com? Play with us lah. Then have equal number to team.
FOUR/FIVE CUSTOMERS PLAYING CS: Yah lor, play lah.
Customer #01: Faster, we starting alr.
Super-polite-Jiayi: K lor, I like to play with pros.
Customer #02: Means you pro lah.
Super-polite-Jiayi: No, because you all pro can cover my unpro-ness.
Customer #02: Chey.
Customer #01: (laugh until peng.)

Eh,actually I'm not too bad k.
I died almost every round, but I have the most FRAG(happy?!)
And hor,they all exchanged numbers with me.
See,work and make friends. They are regulars now :D

I gorged candies and play psp and read books and write letters(beng!) here.

Sit there whole day, slack and collect money.

No one even better ah. Can blast Ipod.

Chinting, Sharry, Hengyi and Kathy came to visit one day!
Kathy and Hengyi even helped me buy lunch :D

So, I love my Tangs job more.
Because it's more fun. But this new job is effortless. Unless it's full house :/

P/s: Went visiting @ Tangs two days straight! Jo Mama's last day ):
She invited me to go JB and play. Haha.
Stupid Aloysius and Weide. The penknife-and-marker boys :/
Danial and Shu got smile when they see me :D
YY is still cute. Haha. And 18year-old's hair is lighter now. No idea why.

Wrong time,love.

2008-01-15T20:32:00.000+08:00

Hitting the gym at 2 tomorrow.

Omg,I started work @ Wired today.
There's nothing to learn from this job lor.
You just sit there, collect money and slack(do your own stuff). So boring.
It's a one-man show thing, so there's no one to talk to as well.

Working here is supposed to be a good thing, but it's TOO slack lah.
I ran out of things to do for the day :/

Some Gessians came in(hah!), I saw Wenjie(D;) and Louis came!
He acc-ed me for my break and left for Iggy's :D

FYI, I'm working in a lan shop at Great World City.
Don't ask me why I'm so random.
I found it in Classified and quit Qua for it )':

I need to start trying to become a hardcore-gamer.
Ahahahaha,won't that be a sight.

Goodbye, Qua.

2008-01-12T15:27:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my last day @ Tangs.
It's so sad.
Not the weep-and-die kind of sad. Just,wasted.

My home for a month )':

I learnt so many things from the place and the people there.
@ Tangs, I finally saw what people meant by the 'outside world'.
The hypocrisy, the humble mask you have to put up. Facade is the society's theme.
What's worse was that everyone's alr accustomed to all the pretence and it's so sad.
They don't believe that someone was helping because he wanted to help.
They'll keep looking for loopholes to determine that you want something in return.

{Betty mama.}

But there's still a glimmer of goodness in everything.
I met new and fab people, had plentiful laughter and that beats everything.

{Pregnant Rose.}

{Fari. Weide calls her hot mum. Haha.}

{My pretty counter,where I slogged my guts out.}

It's the place where I got my very first recognition from strangers.
It's the place I got a job offer from a jewellery shop's Manager($8/hour!).
It's the place I got a job offer from a lady who sells oxygenated sanitary pad.
It's the place where people actually said I was smart and took my suggestions.

Then there's the Cashier.
It's like my 2nd home cause it's where I get to slack, sms people and disturb the cashiers.

{I chopped Lousy &Dan.}

Also,they have the best people as cashiers.

{Danial}
He's one of the first friends I made.
I always disturb him and he lets me to. Botak now! Haha.
I'll miss helping him bag things ):

{Lousy.}

His name is Shuheer but I always call him Lousy.
Actually, we call each other Lousy. Haha.
I think we can compete in a day how many times we say 'lousy'.
He lets me scan the customers' items.

"My last day leh." And he agreed to pose for me.

I miss the times when I listen to the staff gossip and laugh madly.

Diyana's last day too. Haha.

There's still Suhaila, Audrey, Josephine, Irene, Leon, Aloysius, Weide, 18-years-old, Jenny &whoever.
I hope I made an impression.

But who knows, I'm just a Sales Promoter.

Hello,Wired

2008-01-09T18:10:00.000+08:00

I've decided.

I'm gonna do something meaningful this holiday and I'm gonna start now.
Cannot hor, whole holiday work and play and work only right.
Finding some orphanage &old folks' home and maybe going SPCA as well.
I wanna do solo work(tutoring kids etc), not following organizations anymore.
Woots,hello karma.

&Also, I'm quitting Quaaaaaaa.
Not sure if I can say the reason yet but after Friday, you won't be able to find me @ Town/Vivo.
Aww, I'll miss Betty &Jo &Fari )':

SO!

Met YY @ Potong Pasir Mrt.

I was late. Haha,sorry.
She even thought I'd be early. Don't understand me lah. Haha.

After Risis interview (which sucked), we took a bus down to Tampines.
Bought Classified and started finding jobs on it.

We were starving so, settled for Mac.
YY was like super high lahhh.
Haha.

Circle circle, cross cross.
Haha,call until die alr lah.

Then PeiQing came.

She thought I was PohGek!

Walked around Tampines Mall &Century Sq.
Trained home.

TANG YANYOU IS VERY CUTE. Haha.

B.

2008-01-09T17:52:00.000+08:00

.

We, as in all of us, used to be so close that we'd talk on the phone all the time.
But now, I'm nothing.
Maybe it's because I'm not in the study corner clique or I live too far or I broke up with him.

Something happened and I didn't know.
When I knew, nobody wanted to explain.

One didn't want me to worry, another didn't want to trouble me. As they said.
I think it's a hassle to explain to me, that's why.
Maybe they think I'm just nosy. Maybe.

Fuck. It's so serious &I know/can do nuts about it.
Double fuck. If they're not telling, then I'm not asking anymore.

Do-a-nut.

2008-01-09T17:50:00.000+08:00

Don't I just love Mama?
Yes, I do.

Makaaaaaaan.

2008-01-09T16:23:00.000+08:00

.

Went Marriott for dinner w/ Mama &Gorgor.
So near Tangs! Haha.

Wahlao, alcoholic-heavy.
Too sickening.

The rest are still alright and this is teh best.

Cute lor,wanna prevent me from blogging.
But I have my ways :D

P/s: James gave me year-end bonus!
Whoaaaaaa. &I've only been there for a few weeks leh.

Nudge me down.

2008-01-05T11:41:00.000+08:00

Some people think my blog is too stupid for them.

Just because I don't rant in riddles,
just because I don't blog like I'm writing a literature book,
just because I don't crash my entries with metaphors,
just because I can't squeeze a whole entry in one short, concise sentence,
just because I don't inject chim words meant only for the dictionary,
just because I speak my mind and appear callous at times..

Doesn't mean I'm not capable of blogging intellectually.

If the school I come from and the results I get reflects my itelligence, then I'm stupid.
But we all know there's more to judge than that, don't we?

If you still think my blog is too stupid for you, then..

WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE?

(Perhaps even here everyday to check my update. Well, here's an update for you, Loser.)

I named it, Bobo.

2008-01-01T00:20:00.000+08:00

Freshing 1st entry for 2008.
Aww. I've yet to churn my resolution,yo.

Woke up early for Tampines.
I'm talking about 8am early.
Siao,my wake-up call starts @ 12 on a non-working day alright.

Had to bring Samuel, Shafiqah &Nisa for interview.
Nehneh Pohgek was late :/

Everyone got in for the job.
I just realised there won't be any gift wrappers for me to talk to anymore );

So sad.
It had been fun hearing Shafiqah shout "Siap" and watching Diyana &Fairus laugh crazily.

Anywayyyyyyyy, Pohgek &I went to meet Kathy &Aud @ Plaza Sing.
Kathy got a job @ Sakae whtv whtv.
Axel wasn't working,but Irene was!
When you go PS, avoid B2 please. Too sinful there.

Wanted to meet HaaaaHa first but didn't have time )':
Oh,baby.
Went Mama's shop &then Aud's house for maaaaaahjong!
Woots,played with MCB's granny. Hahahah.

Then cabbed(rocking uncle!) for Lucky Plaza to meet Sharry &Wahzai.
I was late. Hahahahhaha. Duh.

HERE GOES...

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I BOUGHT A ROCKING RED PSP.
Red leh!

GUESS WHAT I NAMED IT?
Hahahahahaha. You'll know if you've read my blog.

Sharry, thank you for bringing/accompanying me there!
Munwah, thank you for being super useful. Haha.

Walked with Munwah to PS and saw Caoke, Jason, Xinyi(?!) and Debora.
Stoned awhile and left.

Went for Junyi's chalet earlier with HaaaHa(baby!) but left before countdown.
Cigs &too much booze, you see. HaaaHa can't.
Baby, we don't suit lah.

Ohwel, I'm @ Vern's party now and I feel like a spoilsport cause I'm blogging.
Hahaha,people are cheering &I'm blogging.
But that's only because I HAVE AWESOME NEWS.
I did the countdown alr,anyway. Haha.

Fin downloaded Flock on his lappie just so I could blog.
Aww,how sweet :D

P/s: Shit,should I go to Don's party now?
He just called.
It's over midnight but he's the best party-thrower lah.
Tsk. I'll go wherever HaaaHa wants to go.
Go play my Red while he decide :D

P/s/s: Wtf, TC were too busy to meet me )';
I'm emo alright,buds. First countdown we missed!

6/2, yo!

2007-12-29T13:23:00.000+08:00

The chalet was a success, afterall.
All we did was sleep, eat, play and talk but it's the best I've been to!
I only realised when it ended.

About 20(give or take) went.
Some were those we hang out with all the time and some, it was our first time meeting after 4years.

Anyway, we only checked in @ 3plus.
Yvonne helped us cause we needed someone 18.
She's this total stranger Kathy picked up and the best woman on earth lah.

Then Jed, Lewen, Daron, Guohao and Samuel came.

Omgggggggg, Lewen changed sooooo much.

Went food court to eat. All starving.

Shiyun, Goh Xinyi and Yiting left.

Mahjong on bed :O

I learnt how to play mahjong again! Weichuan alsooooo. Haha.
Lewen, Kathy, Sharry, Choon &Guohao are good Shifu-s.

Didn't do much for the first day.
Slept with Sharry. Aww.
CHOON AND WEICHUAN SNORED ON ME. Wahlao.

Woke up @ 7 to wake Weichuan up and went back to sleep.
Weiren &Yang Yuwen came and left )':
Bbq then.

Only Sharry, Kathy, Choon and Weichuan helped in the Bbq.
The rest were in the room like princesses.
At least I had the decency to pretend to be the food-tester lah.

Liqun &Penny, Axel &Naing Oo came halfway.

Choon's the satay maaaaaaaan!

Cooking food also got time to pose. Haha.

After we ate, some of us were sitting outside.
Talk, talk, talk and suddenly Axel and Naing Oo were bombing jokes.

Naing Oo's Bird/Superman/Batman Joke Edition.
Axel memorises Jokebooks. Haha. I swear he has a million lah. All INTELLECTUAL.

Angmoh :O

Aww, our first class photo since Pri5.

Everyone wants Weichuan :D

Went inside after some (Aud!, Lewen, Naing Oo, Liqun, Penny, Huichin) left.

Played Mahjong and took more pictures.

I'm only posting this cause Axel smiled.

So cute ah, they all.

Ahahahahahaha.

Played HeartAttack.

Omgggggg,it's like the one game that can make anyone laugh lah.
Even Lewen laughed when he was playing it.
We were the craziest playing it, started inventing stupid stunts.
Must throw cards, blahblah. Laughed so much.

Watch all 4 videos!

After HeartAttack, some went to sleep.
Only Kathy, Axel, Guohao &I stayed awake to play Mahjong and Cheat and Mahjong.

Kathy took all that at 5am. Haha.

Wahlaooooooooooooo, it's like the hardest I've laughed in my life.
Especially Axel &I. We were super high.
We can look at each other and suddenly burst out laughing.
At first it was only the 2 of us, then Guohao started getting high also.
Kathy, don't need to say lah. She's always high.
So the 4 of us were like laughing and laughing, all the way till 6am.
Can you imagine how difficult it is, we had to laugh and stay quiet cause the rest were sleeping.
I laughed so much, I think I'm gonna have abs and my stomach feels like I did 2000 sit-ups.

Went to bed with Guohao eating Potato Chips and Axel sleeping on the chair.
Woke up, with Guohao sleeping on the floor and Axel's head on my bed.
Head only.

Checked out @ 10.

Before the chalet, I kept worrying it'd screw up.
And during the chalet, I was convinced it did.
We didn't do anything but stay in the room.
We didn't go to the beach, we didn't go night-cycling. Cheers was as far as we went.
But when the chalet ended, I realised it was the best. We got stronger, we had fun.

During chalet,

I missed my bed.
I missed my clean toilet.
I missed my Tv.
I missed my computer.
I missed my hot shower.

But I'd give up all that again just to have the last night of chalet once more.
Cause I miss the 6/2 people.

Kathy, Choon &Lewen sent me texts to thank me for planning the chalet.
But come to think of it, I should be thanking everyone for coming.
Aww,this is all so overwhelming. I feel like crying alr.

Gathering again,please.

NOW, WHICH ONE OF YOU HAS HAD A CHALET WITH YOUR PRIMARY SCHOOL MATES?!

2007-12-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

Christmas was shag and sucky until towards the end.
Went out damn early to meet Gina &her people.
I think Fer's turning straight :O
Omg,omg.

Then Samuel dropped by town to render kisses.
Haha! Sucker love.
He only stayed for awhile cause I met Chindee and Janvin after that for shopping :O

Lesbo came and they left.

Ate @ Hong Kong Cafe.

Saw Alson &Sherry, Munwah &Tricia! Haha.

We were so free, we watched two shows.
National Treasure &Alvin and the Chipmunks.
Wahlao, they're like damn good. Go watch alright :D

We split and I went home to tie up 6/2 Chalet's split ends, with Kathy's help.
Omg,super rush please.
Then left for Connor's Christmas party about 11. Met TC first!

Haf wanted to come for party but guess what.
The theme's: Booze &Snooze.
So I only met him after the party :/

P/s: Blogging about 6/2 Chalet tomorrow.
Omgggggggg, teh best please.
Haha. Watch out for it.

P/s/s: Stop asking, I didn't apply for PAE so no Jc.

P/s/s/s: Don't even ask, it's because I wasn't qualified to apply for it.

P/s/s/s/s: Thing is, how come one r/s involves the entire world?
Do they account for what we're having? Fucking kpohs.

Monkey love.

2007-12-23T13:52:00.001+08:00

Another down.

Atending your funeral later.
You were strong, monkey. Stronger than we had been for you.

I'm sorry I worked too hard &only found out.
I'll see you @ 7 later.

2007-12-23T13:23:00.000+08:00

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Checked my email earlier.

Nice huh. Don't even need to go into the fitting room. Haha.

It's actually a subway entrance.

This thing's like the coolest man.
So real.

World's biggest indoor swimming pool.

World's longest bridge.

Emails do have interesting stuff.
Just ignore the chain mails and read the rest.
One thing, I'm too lazy to forward mails :/

P/s: It's so sad, when people befriend me for my friends.
There's nothing worthy about me except for the people I know.

Quit trying to be mine.

2007-12-22T13:49:00.000+08:00

Yes,quit please.
I've alr got mine.

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaafiz.
Why does it matter what school he's from, how old he is or how long we've been together.
We've been together, long enough.
But if I like you, I just might tell you.

Happy 20th, sister!

2007-12-22T13:27:00.000+08:00

Had Jiejie's birthday dinner yesterday @ Grand Plaza.

Hahahahahaha, so cute.

Gugu botak duck.

Oooooh, nice.

P/s: Boyyyyyyyyyyfrd!

P/s/s: Wtf,why did I flirt back.
I have no idea.

2007-12-19T01:14:00.000+08:00

Hafiz, I don't want Cheepei to be the one comforting me when we hit the rocks.

I want you.
I want you to call me; anytime you feel like it and not just after I missed call you.
I want you to tell me we'll be alright. Only your words make a difference.
I don't want you to just tell me to be happy over sms. It's meaningless.

Do you know how lousy it feels when I realise you're not with me but he is?
It's like Cheepei's in the wrong place, but where are you?
I know I pushed you away but I secretly want you to come back.
You didn't.

How telling.

I want you to be able to know what to give me before I need to tell you. Will it be too hard?

And now, even if you tell me the right words, I don't wanna hear them.
Cause you see, I had to tell you.

Don't ask me what I want you to do, cause I don't even know.

The cutest couple on earth!

2007-12-19T00:22:00.000+08:00

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Yipin, if you're reading this, Cheeyee has a message for you.

Cheeyee is sorry for his words.
He loves his dear, YAR YI PIN.

I don't know what really happened but Cheeyee seemed frantic just now.
People, please tell Yipin to read this.

See! They are too cute a couple to be quarrelling.
Help them get together again alright.

P/s: Picture ripped from Friendster.

CHOIR CONCERT, PEOPLE !

2007-12-18T11:37:00.000+08:00

Holiday very bored hor?
Work too much very shag hor?

Go watch Euphony lah.
It's a combined concert of Gess Choir and Qtss Choir.
OF COURSE, if you go, it's to see how good Gess Choir is lah.
Duh, MY SCHOOL LEH.

Anyway, I'm going! (Most probably) And Munwah (Most probably).
So you must go too. Go with me :D
But even better if you go with me WITH more of your friends.
The more the merrier ma.
This kinda concert ah, must have alot of people paka to shout encore one.

But hor, it's okay if you don't want to go with me.
I understand ):

So just gather all your work-until-pengsan and stone-at-home-24/7 friends to catch this concert!
It's damn convenient if you guys keep wanting to go out but ran out of places to go.
Somemore hor, listen to the Choir-people "Ahhhhhhhh, Ohhhhhhhhh, Haaaaaa" can relive stress one lor. Haha.

GO LAH, OKAY?!
Details below.

Theme/Title: Euphony (See, name also so chio!)
Date: 23rd December, 2007
Venue: Dbs Auditorium, Dbs Building tower 2, Level 3. (We can figure out the place if we go together :D)
Time: 8pm (Maybe arrive earlier. Chop seat.)

Tickets are sold @ $12 each.
You can buy on that day as well if you like to procrastinate.
So anyway, if you want to buy the tickets/get more info, you have 2 choices.

#01: Contact me (Jiayi!) @ 96869137 or funky_me_@hotmail.com.
#02: Contact any Choir friends you have from Gess.

But still, contact me the best lah.

P/s: Advertising on Dhwani's behalf :D

P/s/s: Tell me if you're going for the concert!

Work visits!

2007-12-17T01:05:00.001+08:00

Sharry came to visit me @ work!
Accompanied me for break. Heh.

She's my lucky starrrrrrrrr! She brought all the good fortune.
800bucks of it. Whoaaaaaaa :D

The next day, I went to find Chio @ Vivo.

She's like craaaaaaaazy about the salad bar.

Stayed till 11plus to help the gift wrappers. Fun lah.
They were like super high. Haha.
Fairus' quitting )':

THEN next day hor, which is today, Mama came to find me for lunch!
Went Island Cafe. Nice nice :D

Indonesian Fried Rice. Mama recommended :D

Who's gonna come find me tomorrow?

Fucking miss you,please.

2007-12-17T01:01:00.000+08:00

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Hafiz is back!

Haha.

I missed M.Boyfrd so much, I couldn't sleep last night )':
But he's back now. &We're happy again. Hoh.

xoxo, Malay.Bbbbbbbb!

P/s: Cheepei, hai.

HAFIZ <3

2007-12-17T00:25:00.000+08:00

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Remember when I said I was gonna bake cookie?
It's Chocolate Wafer, actually.
I was about to drop the idea but Haf came by! Haha.

"Eh hello, baby!"

Gila ah you.

"I read your blog lah. You baking cookie right?"

Hahahahaha. Crazy nehneh

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So we went down to NTUC and bought all the ingredients.
Wafer-makingggggggg!

Cocoaaaaaaaaa.

Awwww, so nice lor.

He made the left one, right one's mine!

Cute rightttttt!

THEN COME OUT HOR...

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Eeeeeeee, not supposed to be like that one leh.
I told Dondon the next day and he said "Noob" )':
Must be his recipe wrong lah.

Will try again next time.

P/s: I'm loving the bar-jobbbbbbbb!
Don't be jealous, pretty.

How suay can I get?

2007-12-11T22:14:00.000+08:00

Very, apparantly.

I should've known that not everyday is happy-working day.

Wanted to wear black today.
But my polo was too wet.

Wore the wrong jeans.
Too fricking long, it drags on the floor.

Sun too hot.

Got a cabbie that won't stop saying cheebye all the way to Tangs.

Late for work.

Danial didn't come = -1 person to talk to me.
Plus today, the cashier people are all bitches.

A bunch of people came to mess up the whole Heritage area.
Messed up Betty &Jo's mood on the way -> affects my mood.

Delivery man came with 2 huge boxes of stocks.
My leg nua diao alr &I think I'm gonna have omega biceps.

D came to pass me something but I missed him.
By a few mere minutes.

Someone told me they all weren't too happy.
I wanna say I'm sorry I wasn't there to get the present from D.
But truth is, I was angry when I heard that they were unhappy.
The past few times I went over to get/pass something, nobody cares a fuck that I came so far.
But when they don't get to see me now, I have to deal with it.
I waited alright, from 1-3pm. Until I got scolded.

Heard from a fellow colleague that my "boyfriend and another girl is very close".
Found out from JY that the girl is actually ____.
)':

A few customers told me they'd come today.
None came.

Sales = lowest record to date.

Didn't see Wilson since evening.

Smelly old woman came to complain about me again.
Wt. I'm like totally not in her path please.
I SUPER DON'T WANT YOUR COMMISSION THANK YOU.

Wanted to take Mrt but didn't have small change.
The machine doesn't accept 10bucks for standard ticket.
Had to take cab instead.
Booking fee, $4.

I'm broke now. &Hungry too.

Ran out of black undies.
Now I have to wear white. Ugliest colour.

See, my day has been filled with the lousiest miseries ever.
I hate Dec 11,2007.
I need a scorching bath. Then I'm gonna come back &finish my last Thotpost entry.
Heng it's off-day tomorrow. I can sleep till evening.

I'm gonna bake cookies tomorrow.
Stole a recipe from Dondon.

I quit.

2007-12-10T17:01:00.000+08:00

I lived through 3 girlfriends of yours.
Then I stopped waiting before the third ended.

You have, I have too.

This is to you,Ps. Ciao.

DO I LOOK LIKE A MALAY?

2007-12-07T12:52:00.000+08:00

Yes, do I?

Since work started, I have at least 10 people telling me I look like Malay.
I've never been told that before leh.
Now, it's like it's more reliable if I tell them I'm Malay than Chinese.
Hahaha,what the?

"Are you Chinese or Malay?"

"You look like Malay!"

"What's your name? (sees name tag)...Oh! You are Chinese?!"

"Are you a mixed-blood?"

"You are Chinese meh?!"

These are what I get at work, from colleagues and customers.

Haiyo, I still love my job though.
Still fun, still exciting. Made new friends.
But it sucks having to eat alone during breaks ):

Had NYDC with Ahpoh after work.
Wanted Swensens but the queue's too long. Hate NYDC :/

Onion rings with cheese. Woots.

Roasted chicken spaghetti.

She always spams cheese :/

Omggggggg, this is the best thing ever.
Poh likes the ice-cream, I like the cake.
Another guilty pleasure :D

Off-day today.
Going back to work tomorrow!
Yayyyyyyy :D

P/s: Dondon, the gig is awesome.
Thank you ah.

P/s/s: Slacking on the job now!
Haha. Zai jian (xo!)

New night-life gig!

2007-12-04T23:44:00.001+08:00

I thought it was a mistake cause I didn't send in anymore new entries.
So,it was the old one :/

Haha,quite amused I won leh.
Quit having hope in online competitions after Youth.Sg. Somehow.

Papa says maybe it's the $9.90 kind of Mp3. Mean,please.
Anyway,I'm gonna collect it this time :D
But please tell me: Craig Road WHERE?!

P/s: Thank you, Evelyn!

P/s/s: Hello, CHEEYEE THE GREAT OLD MAN!
See, no emo entries alr :D

P/s/s/s: I MISS BOON ):
He's not online one lor. Eh? Maybe it's me.
I blocked everybadayyyyyyy! Freak attack.

P/s/s/s/s: Say HELLO to the new bartendar traineeeeee!

Just one more day,with you.

2007-12-02T22:06:00.000+08:00

"Leon"
When death took Leonchia, it steals that word forever.

Shengkiat just tagged to ask if I'll blog about Leonchia.
Ha,I've alr blogged. But maybe, this won't even make it to my blog page.

We met up and made our way to Choa Chu Kang to visit him.
Alan, Aaron, Ben, Ian, Jon, Jor, Jiayi, Piggy, Shengkiat, Wilson, Snake &Kim.
In short, TC-buds + a friend + a bitch.

I mean: Hey bitch, you weren't even close to Leonchia!
Sheng said to just let her tag along if she wants to.
Not good to quarrel on his Anniversary, he said.
Fine,I relented. Sheng knows best anyway.

I still remember last year; 22nd June 2006. Everything was fucking black. Throughout the entire year of your death, you were hardly mentioned. Never forgotten though; we just put you at the back of our minds. Until 22nd, that's when we could bring the Leonchia-topic out again.

After the first Anniversary, things went as per normal. We gathered, shopped, laughed. Without you. It seemed almost inhumane that we could still be happy. But the thing is,we don't put the grief on our lips. Afterall, a death is not something to be disregarded lightly. I've once felt guilty that you couldn't live to laugh with us or contribute to TC's dirty jokes. That's right, if you'd been alive, you'd be part of TC as well. The 11th member. But you're not alive &somehow, that won't change.

Then Today came. Today, 22nd of June 2007. I don't know why,but this year was worse than last. It's so fucking unbearable, the silence, the gloomy attempts at jokes. We all assumed that the others were feeling a little better about you dying, given that it's been years. There's a fucking hole 2 years before and it hasn't healed. I didn't wanna cry, I swear it. But I saw the picture of you; it was taken before you deteriorated, when you could still chuckle without wincing.

We sat around 'you'. Piggy and Snake placed their butts where the offerings should be. It might seem rude but we know this would be what you wanted. Casual, rule-breaking. The tombstone, it's cold and distant. Like you shouldn't be under it. Maybe you're not. Maybe we imagined everything.

I wish.

The day you left was terrible. It wasn't like in the show where doctors came out to say a subtle, "I'm sorry". Yours simply walked out and announced, "Leon's dead". I said nothing, found I could say nothing over the sudden ache in my chest.

Why'd you have to do it? Let yourself go to waste like this. Until the last week of your life, you still cared for a puff. Then you had to leave, leave without us. Don't you remember? We're supposed to do everything together. &What about me? We were more. I keep asking questions in my prayers,hoping you'll hear them up there. Wishful thinking on my part but I wanted answers.

Sometimes,I wonder if you could see us where you are; if you know what kind of life we're leading, and how much your one dumb move caused us. Especially Shengkiat. Because it was too much for him to handle, he quited school on his O's year and moved out. He promised me to try again next year, after mine, but that's 2 blank years. Your brother hurt the most.

Remember we used to say we would never leave each other? I kept my promise, you broke yours. I stayed with you till for your forever, didn't I?

Shengkiat: You and Leon were together?
Jiayi: Hmm. How you know?
Shengkiat: Can tell. When did it start?
Jiayi: Sec2.
Shengkiat: End?
Jiayi: Never did.

You made it difficult for me to move on. Every r/s was doomed to fail. &You made me crazy, because after you've been dead for 2 years, here I am, acknowledging you in this post as if you could still read it.

I miss you, Leon. Please make everything alright.

[edited]
This entry was composed on the 22nd of June,2007.
The date today is 3rd of December,2007.
If you have nothing nice to say, don't say.

One more day,D !

2007-12-02T00:32:00.000+08:00

Eeeeee,today's damn shag.
First day @ Vivo Tangs,super sucky.

The staff there are competitive &distant.
Not like Betty or Jo or Risis people :/
Saw Suhaila there though! Haha. My I/C,Melinda is good too :D
Made new friends(the whowhowho's Girlfrd,Felicia!)

Sian-ed when Suhaila left.
Double sian-ed when Melinda went home as well.
Ahh,my feet has a million blisters now.

Went to find AhPoh @ Tangs on Friday.
Bought Jiejie's Bday present alr!

Pulled her out for early break.

Spam cheese one.

Lucky Plaza makes me sick :/
It's like so disgusting there. Not the maids hor.
Just the whole place.

Met up with Munwah after work.

Kuku nehneh. He bluffed me that this is some mealworm syrup.
Wahlao.

Watched show.
Saw Ammarrrrrrrrr! Hahaha. Stunned.

P/s: 2nd day &I'm dying )':
Recieved his messages :DDDDDD
One more day! Gui gu shi.

Shag ; shiok still.

2007-11-30T13:58:00.000+08:00

I love my job!
Haha,it's like the most fun thing on earth.
I know where the things are kept in storeroom now &I super love helping the people there.
I help them so much that I'm neglecting my own work.
I get to gossip too! :D

It's super amusing to hear people call me "Sayang."
So many of them call me that,it's like my name alr.

Come find me @ Tangs if you have time :D
I'm gonna start work at Vivo soon!
Lesbo, J.den, Damien, Jo &Ian dropped by alr! Saw Tiff too. Haha.

Super sweetest thing!

Dondon wants me for a job.
The flip side of a typical night-life. I serve people now.
Haha,best!

P/s: Ah,3 days.
Who will listen to ghost stories with me :/
&I'm not sui bian kkk! Haha.
Xoxo,D! Must remember to read the sms ah.
Take care,I love you :D

Get me a depressant.

2007-11-28T23:54:00.000+08:00

I need to blog. Something.
Jay-why-eye looks too wordy. Fuck.
Fuck,I'm scolding fuck too much lately.

Found random pictures in my photo album.

She's the new working-bud!

Francis,the super whacky colleague. Haha.

P/s: Xie xie ni very much,Lesbo!

P/s/s: I'll tell you(TC,Faris,Mavis,Ming,Gina,Martin) what happened when I got it settled alright.
I'm sorry if I made you feel bad :/

P/s/s/s: I died after editing my blog codes.

P/s/s/s/s: Okay,emoX again.

2007-11-27T20:49:00.000+08:00

I bought a bowl of noodles today.
Then I pushed it away with a "Fuck."

I want to lay my head on the pillow and close my eyes.
Not sleep,just stop thinking.
But everytime I close my eyes,I see him. I think of the times we slept together.

I want to hug on to the Doraemon bolster cause it's the closest I can get to having support.
I want to deflat the ball that is in my court now cause I don't know what to do with it.
I want to gorge on chocolates cause I heard they make you happy.
I want to slowly rot because it seems easier.
I want to scold Ruoyu for being part of this.
I want to stop hearing people talk about him.
I want to have the heart to forget.
I want to talk to someone about it.
I want to blast songs &drift.

I can't hug Doraemon because it's from him.
I can't gorge on chocolates because everything that is sweet reminds me of how bitter I feel.
I can't scold Ruoyu cause there's no reason to.
I can't stop hearing about him cause they just won't stop.
I can't forget cause he's been there too long &it hurts too bad.
I can't talk cause who would understand when even I don't.
I can't listen to songs cause I keep finding our past in the lyrics.

Instead,I'm working everyday.
I plead to work everyday.
I run to every department,offering my help because I need to do something.
I don't take meal-breaks anymore cause I don't eat anyway. I don't need to.
I just work. 11hours/7. Work.
I know I'm forcing myself. Pushing too hard. But that's the idea.

I don't stop talking when I'm with people.
Cause when I stop,I will think. I don't want to think.
Maybe I don't even want to be with people anymore.
They bug me for the truth, they demand I be happy.
How do I explain it's not as easy? How do I tell them I can't smile?
Oh fuck,I'm a sales promoter. Smiling is my job.

I look pathetic, I feel weak.
After Jinkang's birthday,I'll go MIA.
Die orsth. Whtv it is,I'll be gone.
I can't take it anymore.

The cup is now half empty.

How bad is it?

2007-11-27T12:27:00.000+08:00

Do I have a "Come two-time me" written on my forehead?
They say Edward is the worst,but he's the only one who didn't.

There's this concentrated pain somewhere below my neck.
I think it's my heart.

The truth,the truth,the truth.
I want it &I got it.
Now,I want it gone.

Fuck,indecisive.
But it hurts. Bad.
Maybe it's retribution,because I played Ruoyu's role when he was with Joyce.

We're done. 11months,done.

2007-11-25T20:45:00.000+08:00

Boon left today )':

Went to the airport, talked a little with him, laughed for abit.
Until the last minute,it didn't seem as though Boon would leave us.
He's just always there, with his own lingo.
I'm gonna miss him. I already do.
Cause he's so far away now. China :/

Quite a lot went.

Sent him off @ 9.20.
When it was time, we didn't even know what to say or do.
It's like awkward cause it's the last time we're seeing him. For the next 2years.
I'm glad I hugged Boon ):

I cried. Couldn't control.
Tried but couldn't. Like tap.

Everyone except 2 mf-ers &Ming.

I think those who didn't go should regret.
&Those who went but prioritised BK instead should regret too.

2007-11-24T17:47:00.000+08:00

THE BLACK &WHITE PARTAAAAAAYE !
Please please please wait for all the pictures to load.
Go have a doughnut orsth.
Refresh if they don't load well :D

Woke up early to meet up with Sharrrry &she came to my house.

Met S.kiang after for hair.

Got ready @ my house &Daddy fetched us + Lesbo to Holiday Inn.
Pictures following.
120 of them :O No time to even edit them :/

Ms Bare-backkkkk!
Hoh. Sexy ah.

Maaaaaaaa-der! She's @ Shanghai )':

Gossip partner 2years back. Haha.

Laviniaaaaaaa's shuai :D

Pinli :D

Chio de lor. Haha.

Weiting,Serenaaaaa.

Puayyyyyy!

Ah-ti-kaaaaaa!

Movie addict! Haha.

Janice ;D

Chiooooooooooooooo please :D

She's Si/Sze Min, S.kiang's jr.
I don't know her but she's cute. Haha.

Carmel on duty. Hah.

Guanwei,emath-mate!

Junjieeeeee.

F.I.R. Hahahahahahahaha.
I super love this picture please :D

They're gonna get married :D

Wong wong :D

Eat cam?

We were like sitting at this super isolated corner.
Wahlao. Always neglected.

Muslim table, muslim menu.

When our food came out. Grand siol.

Others got Shark'sFin, we got Vegetable in Crabmeat Soup :O

There was more food, I think.
But I wasn't @ the table alr. Heh.

Timo!

Boon's going China )':

Danny Chiaaaaaa.
I always bully him for coming from Malaysia. Haha.

Xiao Ke. Haha.

Junjie's highly entertaining.
I have a video of him dancing but Youtube wouldn't let me upload it :/

Aziz :D

Fi,Sebas.

Ham!!

Iggy,buddy!

Another bud,Woomoomoo. Hahaha.

Fi,Joshuaaaaa.

Serooooo.

Dicksonnn!

SooSooTeckTeck.

Ahli, Gene. Hai zi men :D

Ahhhhh, Yanwee!

Cooooooooolin!

Wooooots,#01 :D

Jannnnnnvin!

Lit classmate. Haha.

Samuel :D

Emath class! Super love :DDDDD

Huiling!

Tiff,Tree-Anne :D

Jazz!

Leon's going back Indo today )':

ChiiiiiJie :D

Ahpoh aka working bud!

Bestfr since Sec2, always fighting since Sec2 :D

Xinni!

Super cute couple!

The DragonBoat teaaaaaam!

Gess NCC !

They are supposed to be 6/3. Haha.

Sharry,Choon.

Hahahahah,Jingkai!

Eugene! He's gonna fly to Penang soon. Haha.

Jaar :D

GuoSheng!

I got all new class photos. Haha.

PrimarySchool-mates! Zhangde-ren leh.

4G'07 !

2D'05!

6/2'03 + a few extraaaaaas. Haha.
Note our signs.

Syna &Sufi got nominated for Prom Queen &King!
Jaar too. Haha.

I won $30 Swensens Voucher.

Jiayi,Atiqah &S.kiang walking back from toilet...

Emcee (inside) : For Prize No.15...
Jiayi (outside) : Aiyah, Jiayi lahhhh.
Emcee : LI...JIA...YI from 4G !!!
Jiayi : What the fuck?

Atiqah &S.kiang: (laugh laugh laugh &laugh somemore)

I nearly wanted to just ignore it.
But I got seen by people inside, so bo bian. Went up the stage :/
Tyco no?

Cabbed home,feet aching,shag,shiok.

P/s: Please remind me if you want me to send you Prom pictures.
For now,I only remember Ariza, Joshua &Iggy's.

2007-11-24T17:07:00.000+08:00

2D'05 CHALET YOOOOOO!

Met Caoke &Jason first before going to Chalet.
Most reached alr.

13(?) of us took a bus down to Changi &rented bikes there.

Had dinner there too.

Butt pain please :/

Dunno what he's doing lah.
Haha.

Hoh :DDDDD

I think Marcus died. Haha.

I only slept for 30min the first night and another 1hour in the morning.
The rest coup-ed the beds AND floor.
Especially the knock-edout cycling people.

But Dhwani's the best lah. She didn't sleep at all until the morning.
She slept with me :D

The 2nd day of chalet was zzz.
Played psp, disturbed people with my camera, stoned.

Bbq at night!

Maybe I'll get cancer ;D

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Cabbed home with Caoke.
Jingkai &Boon took another cab.

P/s: Will I sleep,again? Not even at home.
I always talk, maybe boast, about standing up for myself.
But I'm weak when the time came. I didn't dare )':
Fucking weak.

P/s/s: Tiff, thank you :D

P/s/s/s: Fi died 3times during chalet &killed one Malay guy.
Hoooooooooooooh.

2007-11-21T15:00:00.000+08:00

I FOUND A NEW JOB !

&I need to pull people in!

Job: Sales Promoter (booth-like)

Gender: Both.

Pay: $5/hr + 1% Commission

Working hours: Flexible.

It's Christmas Season so you'll probably be able to sell more and your commission will be more as well, of course.

There's a fixed dress code though. Black &black or white &black.

If you're interested, contact me(Jiayi!) at 96869137(Hp) or funky_me_@hotmail.com

I'll give you more details e.g venue, when you can start.

It's better if you text or call me so that I can respond faster.

It's okay if you don't know me cause it's not one of the criterion.

Call me soon! I just need 2 more. You can bring your friends along!

P/s: I'll send out the Prom picts sooooooon!
Cause my pictures are all jumbled up now &I need to sort them
out.

P/s/s: Going 2D chalet(yay yay yay) till Friday so I won't
blog for now.
But when I'm back, there'll be Prom AND Chalet pictureeeees!

SNEAK PREVIEW FOR PROM !

Got super shuai &chio people!

Blog more when I'm back!

2007-11-18T21:45:00.000+08:00

You can feel people staring; it's like heat that rises from the pavement during summer, like a poker in the small of your back. You don't have to hear a whisper, either, to know that it's about you.

I used to stand in front of the mirror in the bathroom to see what they were staring at. I wanted to know what made their heads turn, what it was about me that was so incredibly different. At first I couldn't tell. I mean, I was just me.

Then one day, when I looked in the mirror, I understood. I looked into my own eyes and I hated myself, maybe as much as all of them did.

That was the day I started to believe they might be right.

xoxo,J.P.

P/s: I'm going Prom tomorrow :/
I can't believe I'm going Prom.
I can't believe I went shopping with Gorgor.
I can't believe I'm not ready yet.
Hair, how.

2007-11-17T20:25:00.000+08:00

I'm NOT a collector but SOMEHOW, I collect.

I was packing my room and found like sooooo many things.
Things that I lost 483245years before.
&Because I've become so used to not having them, I threw most away :/

Found movie tickets!

I didn't collect like intentionally, y'know.
Used to, but stopped.
I was just too lazy to throw them away and they collected themselves. Hoh.

Whoaaaa.

Then another thing I collected.

Some of them are still full.
Haha, I think it's crazy that I ate so many Eclipse.

Met up with MCB yesterdayyyy.
Wanted to look for jobs &al. Nothing )':

I NEED A JOB. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE FIND ONE FOR ME.

At worst, I'll work in Seoul Garden.
Ahhhhhhh. Chiong alr.

Sharry came to find me when MCB DITCHED ME FOR SOME STUPID MICKEY MOUSE SHOW.
Haha, siao one lor.
Then we joined Syna, Sinyee, Hengyi, Chinting &Pinli @ Far East.

Munwah came when they left to shop for Prom clothes.
Somehow somehow bumped into Iggy, Joshua &Chijie.

Wahahahahahahahaha.

Oooooooh, Munwah's ORANGE hair.
100% red one lor.

Ah, rice with gummi bears = Gooooooooood :D

Looked for the guys' bRazer, skinny jeans &shirt.
Wahlao, kept laughing and laughing and laughing when we're looking for their stuff lah.
Cabbed home with Iggy.

2007-11-14T22:48:00.000+08:00

Went to school to accompany ____.
Talked, watched movie on Ipod, played Tic Tac Toe.
I know many many Sec5 gossips now. Hahahahahahahaha.

Met up with Bff @ Vivo after.

Watched Beowulf.
Gross &super animated.
Angelina.J came out like 5minutes?

Got home &sleeeeeept while Bff went back to work.

2007-11-14T22:46:00.001+08:00

It just sucks.

When your best mate in primary school confesses.

It just sucks.

2007-11-14T21:38:00.000+08:00

6/2 GATHERING :D !

Fact #01: JIAYI ARRIVED FIRST !

So shuang when I stunned those that asked "You sure haven't reach right?"
I'll evil-ly reply, "I'M THERE ALREADY LEH. AND I DON'T SEE YOU."

Hahahaha. Chio one.
But anyway, the only reason I reached so early was because I met Aud &Zz @ 11.
The meeting time was 2. SURE WON'T LATE MA.

They came to my house first &we walked Tanjong Pagar, BK.

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Cabbed to Tiong &saw ChoonLian.

He went there early to study :/
Siaoooo.

Then they all slooooooooowly came.
Must keep harping on the fact that I ARRIVED EARLY, cause there probably won't be a next time.

Kathy &Sharry should should should balance each other.
Haha.

Yihui came to our gathering for the firrrrrst time!

Leon's going to study overseas soon )':

6/2 will miss you, I'm sure.

When we have gatherings the next time, we'll think of you.
We'll remember how you much you like ice-skating.

We'll nudge you online, bugging you to come back Singapore.

Must have one last outing before you leave,
So that you'll remember all of us )':

Hahahaha.

Tsk.

OMGWTFBBQ.
We bumped into Ziyun on our way to stoning &it's super WAHNEHNEH.
Cause she hasn't been to any of our gatherings.
She was pretty shocked as well, and I know cause she suddenly cried. Haha.
Yay, glad to have her back :D Sounds wrong but whtv.

Went Vivo, #01 stoning venue!

I forgot who said F4. Haha.
Gay Fact: F4 = Flower 4 (D:!)

Ziyun &Yihui left.
So we walked around and went to Superdog.

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Zz = Kathy.
Haha.

Kathy is cheaper! :O

Ahhhhhhhhh, WEICHUAAAAAN !
Eh omg, he smiled :O

Everyone took pictures with Leon then.
Cause...sooooooob.

OH.
We were talking about chalet &Sharry said, "KATHY CAN PIT TENT."
Hahahaha. Laughed like mad. We're never gonna let her live it down.

Ate &stoned outside Daiso again.

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THIS PICTURE IS DEDICATED TO MUNWAH, FROM ZHENZHI.
Munwah, remember not?

Yay, second shot perfect.

6/2 CHALET WILL BE SUPER SUPER ZAI.
Because 23 going alr,duh.

P/s: I need a new camera :/

P/s/s: Thank you, Seroyen!
My computer &Photoshop would've died without you :D

2007-11-14T14:48:00.000+08:00

When you don't fit in, you become superhuman. You can feel everyone else's eyes on you, stuck like Velcro. You can hear a whisper about you from a mile away. You can disappear, even when it looks like you're still standing right there. You can scream, and nobody hears a sound.

You become the mutant who fell into the vat of acid, the Joker who can't remove his mask, the bionic man who's missing all his limbs and none of his heart.

You are the thing that used to be normal, but that was so long ago, you can't even remember what it was like.

J.P

2007-11-14T14:30:00.000+08:00

I'M PONNING GRAD NIGHT.
If I can't find something decent.

I'm not even in the mood to shop; I've got better things to do.
So I'm probably really gonna pon it D:

Met up with Lesbo yesterday.
She's sick of shopping for Prom too. Ha.

TOWN'S A BORE.

You go there &all you see is skinny jeans, skinny jeans and skinny jeans.
EVERYONE is wearing it. Chee.
Wish I could too. Haha. Wouldn't but could, is damn zai.

Walked, talked, ate @ HK Cafe.

Went to find Aud &Zz @ Taka.
I'll laugh like mad if they get a job for wrapping presents.
I'll probably go everyday and buy something just for them to wrap.
For the fun of it :D

Ended the day:
Going home with Zz.
Lesbo leaving with her parents.
Leon &Jacksen playing pool.

I HATE ANTI-SOCIALS. Make that rude anti-socials,if you like.

2007-11-13T15:24:00.000+08:00

I was the Week 6 Winner for Thotpost.com and won a pair of movie vouchers.
But I don't think I'm gonna go collect it. I just like winning.
It's probably damn easy to win anyway.

Title: How will you change the world for the better?

How would I change the world for the better? It's a touchy topic; one that requires in-depth thinking and that is not me. I do think, of course. But I believe strongly, that the first thing on your mind is what's should be penned down. For this, I could talk about how I can do my part as a resident of this earth. I could conserve water, I could use less paper to save the trees, I could refuse to use the pretty bag made from crocodile skin.

I could go on forever on how to save the world, but frankly, am I saving the world? I'm tired of the clichéd speeches and homespun logic. We keep hearing, "A small part from everyone makes a big difference." True that we can only play a minor role in the whole make-the-world-a-better-place act, and even truer that it requires all of us to even make a dent. How then, is it my effort - and mine alone - that the world will change for the better? It's not nice to share credit with billions other people.

Then I realised: As selfish as it sounds, my world is the world. Isn't it? For THE world to be better, I could start by making MY world work. I would live my life again. I would confess to my first love in kindergarten, I would play as hard in Primary School; I would study even harder for O'level. Even now, I can picture the world becoming a better place than when I am cutting down on my shower time.

We can all change the world for the better. And we can start by being practical, by being honest to ourselves.